Slaine, Jaysaun, Checkmark - Hero lyrics

I've been, I've been violent i've been vile
I've been losin' it
I've been, I've been sleepin
I've been hibernatin'
Music is the only thing that
Snap me out of that
The only thing that snap me out of rap
That could snap me out of black eyes
Crack houses everywhere, Addiction is a movie
Terrors an agenda
Have it spittin' from a Uzi
Piss in the jacuzzi
Switch spit with porn bitches
I'm vicious with just some shit
I was born with homicida, suicidal
Yeah it's fuckin' mixed up
Living in the living room trying
To get my dick sucked
I never frat rap, backpack, or pen pal
I've been wild with ten styles
I'm that cracked a crack baby, 2Pac crazy
I'm Biggie Xanax on the couch
Trust me I'm that lazy i'm Pat Swayze
I'm a Ghost with a mean streak
20 years of getting high
Never seen a clean week

They call me hero
The kids they wanna be like me now
But they don't know the madness inside of me
I'm no hero
And the darkness is hard to see now
I can hear you
Do you really wanna be like me?

I've been
I've been writing a homicidal recital
Dismembering appendages dumping them
In the grotto investigate the first 48 and
Then made it break
Evidence dispose in Decatur Swamps
As gator bait i've been, I've been occupied
Of manic depressive thoughts
Of bipolar dreams
Praying that schemes do not collide
Known as a cynical criminal
They use to ridicule
But now they want an interview put
Us up on a pinnacle
Now you driving in the ride
Right from the studios
Straight to the video
Fish eye lens is open wide
I've been unstable since way before cable
Mom's place me in the cradle with
The Legos and the Playdough
Since Brett with Nicole Simpson OJ and Kato
Godfather 2, Michael Corleone 'N kill Fredo
I'm still a old slob still
Rolling with no job
Still looking for ho's to give
The whole squad blow jobs

They call me hero
The kids they wanna be like me now
But they don't know the madness inside of me
I'm no hero
And the darkness is hard to see now
I can hear you
Do you really wanna be like me?

I've been schizophrenic on a record
And reckless on the street
Competitive when I said it
A predator on a beast
Speak my name wrong and it's
On never hear a peep but, you feel the bomb
A sedative go to sleep
Run your mouth while I'm getting
Head up in the Jeep
Talks cheaper then it'll cost me
To get you beat
Ain't a thing sweet but revenge
I trust friends far as I can throw they heads
Weapons magnifique
I was risking freedom while you
Were sucking your mother's dick
On some other shit
Fuck out of here with your loving shit
Liars wearing wires, On some undercover shit
Made my name hot couldn't touch
Me with the oven mit
I've been in and out of court
I've been losing pride of me
I've been, I've been picking trash
On the side of 93
I've been live, I've been dead
I've been blind but I can see
Allen Iverson on the track no
One can conquer me check

They call me hero
The kids they wanna be like me now
But they don't know the madness inside of me
I'm no hero
And the darkness is hard to see now
I can hear you
Do you really wanna be like me?