Slaine - The Worst lyrics

How can you lead a double life the way I do?
I'll put a knife in your throat
And go home to my wife
Who's a kindergaten teacher
For real, for real check it out

I been leading this double life and
I can't make my struggle right
Trynna do this daddy shit, this husband shit
Lord knows that I love my wife
But, I'm a fucking thug
At night, fuck bitches, do drugs and fight
You wanna hurt me? I'll murder you
No conscience if it wasn't right
Almost like I'm bonkers
I'm unconscious with the nauseousness
Now I'm haunted with all the consequences
Consequences back when I was hopping fences
Living in the trenches write rage on a page
This is how I document it
I'd take anything that was handed out
Pushed my way and standed out
Things change for the better for me
How come I just can't get out?
Fuck, I go and glare at Satan
Worse when I can hear him hating
'Til I get a burst
Of perseverance and determination
Here I come, here I come, my
Paws are in this music, dawg
This is all I know
I'm afraid I'm gonna lose it all
Fuck it, I can't hear it
There ain't nothing you could say to me
I'm fucked up in the head
This is just the only way for me

All my life I've been considered as the worst
Sleeping all day, getting my dick licked
Hanging with the goodie goodies
Lounging in paradise, fuck that shit
I wanna tote guns and shoot dice

My shit is so absurd to see
If you could you'd murder me
My history's a mystery
I'm vicious with this verbally
These birdie bitches heard of me
Afraid to say a word of me
The public keeps on stirring me up
Filling my cup
What the fuck you think is hurting
Me? Nothing, you can't graze me
You can't injure me
I'm everything you ain't
I am everything you pretend to be
My enemies ain't friendly
This Hennessy's gonna be the end of me
Again, if he's sent from Hell to
Eventually fuck you up mentally
Well if you listen closely to
The story that I'm telling
You could hear my message
I ain't sorry that I'm yelling
I hang around with gangster types
A majority are felons so fuck you
You get shanked with knives
From warriors rebelling
I'm just another victim I guess, yeah
I'm a motherfucking bad man
I just started getting an angry feeling I
Had in my heart back then
I been misunderstood in my hood so don't
Act like I actually haven't been
I put my life on the
Line when I'm writing these
Rhymes and I go and I grab that pen

All my life I've been considered as the worst
Sleeping all day, getting my dick licked
Hanging with the goodie goodies
Lounging in paradise, fuck that shit
I wanna tote guns and shoot dice