Slaine, Cyrus DeShield - Tonight lyrics

Is this what it is?

This is supposed to be love
I’m falling, losing my strength
You wasn’t holding me up
I’m feeling ice in my veins
This life has frozen me fuck
I had this mic and this pain
My fight it rose me up
Rose me above, I’ve risen this high
I refuse to give in or die
You abandoned me, you living a lie
You acted like you fucking loved me
You were willing to ride
I thought that loyalty was the light
That was filling my sky
That was tough to accept mostly
Cause, I didn’t know why
I went to war with everything
They tried to kill him inside
But something snapped
If I gotta be a villain that’s fine
I’m unbeatable I told you
For the millionth time
I’ve been in hundreds of fights
Probably lost a bunch
But, I never ran from one once
Never walked from a punch
Don’t say hello when we pass
We don’t talk on the phone
You might see me in the future
But, I’m not coming home tonight

What don’t kill me only makes me stronger
All this emptiness inside feeds my hunger
So tonight tonight it’s on it’s on
Tonight tonight I won’t fade away
Tonight tonight it’s on it’s on
Tonight tonight I won’t fade away

This jealousy is hard to accept
Now that I’ve made it
I’ve been betrayed and hated
It’s the monster I created
If I believe in something best believe
I’m gonna say the shit
When I die what I stood for
I gotta lay with it
Ain’t nobody making me or breaking me
You cocksuckers only mistaking me
Awaken me from complacency and
Now I’m pacing impatiently
Holding my rage inside my ribcage
Stay the fuck away from me
I ain’t scared of the next life
I’m prepared when it gets trife
Destroyed by my own dad
I was left by my ex-wife
Watched dozens of young friends
Meeting their deaths right
I was there when my aunt
ODed on those steps like
I put her on my shoulder, jumped into a cab
When she came to she punched and kicked me
She was mad
I guess my whole life misunderstood
I’ve been so sad
The only thing I have is this
Pencil and this pad tonight

What don’t kill me only makes me stronger
All this emptiness inside feeds my hunger
So tonight tonight it’s on it’s on
Tonight tonight I won’t fade away
Tonight tonight it’s on it’s on
Tonight tonight I won’t fade away

So tonight I’m back where I belong
I’m back where I’m from
I’ve got my back and my front
And here back with my gun
I’m back walking through this fire
And the gutter my son
I’ve accepted my calling Lord
I know what I’ve become
My skin’s thicker, my pen’s sicker
My mind’s made up
I’ve been a poet and binge drinker
From the 9th grade up
I’ve witnessed some things beyond
Vicious bitches with wings
I’m the fallen angel, the chosen
Written scriptures of kings
I’m the everyman, the legend
They bestowed me with that
And hated me for it but nowadays
They hold me to that
To the music I’m a slave till
I go to my grave i’m the freedom fighter
The writer in a cold-blooded haze tonight

What don’t kill me only makes me stronger
All this emptiness inside feeds my hunger
So tonight tonight it’s on it’s on
Tonight tonight I won’t fade away
Tonight tonight it’s on it’s on
Tonight tonight I won’t fade away