Slaughterhouse, Skylar Grey - Rescue Me lyrics
[Slaughterhouse, Skylar Grey - Rescue Me lyrics]
So can you rescue me
Because my ship is sinking
And I'm drowning at sea
So can you rescue me, from me
Can you rescue me?
I was losing my mind like I
Was trying to lose it
Using my time for using, abusing my grind
This is my own honest view of
Who I am behind this, music
Ryan the whole bottle of patron Connaisseur
At a point in time I thought I blew it
Doing crime
I would've washed a pill down with a
Shot of my own spinal fluid
And my momma knew it
She saw especially right through it
That I wasn't protected cause peer
Pressure just be like (do it)
But I couldn't fight through it
The beef started the streets caught up
At least we didn't get
Involved in deceased orders
It's Slaughterhouse, cause Shady, me, Porter
Sat it down and made peace
Over Porterhouse and Piesporter
Some stupid bitch done turned
My girl against me
Should've tattooed the earth on my arm
Feel like the world against me
Soon as I pa raded
Here come the rain falling the name calling
From the cous' I never met with his
Hand out like I'm straight balling
Feel like I knocked the 8 ball in
Every time I shoot a move
I literally can't call it
Am I afraid of success? Let me think on it
I just got nervous, let me drink on it
Think I just answered yes but not on purpose
I pass the church and do the Father, Son
And Holy Spirit but I'm only near it
Man I need the pastor's service
I'm drowning cause I'm so tired of treading
So Lord when you get a second please
So can you rescue me
Because my ship is sinking
And I'm drowning at sea
So can you rescue me, from me
Can you rescue me?
I wake up and my shirt is leaking
Covered in sweat
I'm dreaming of being murdered
When I'm sleeping
Picture a person beefing, with himself
And it's even, worse when I'm drinking
It hurts when I'm thinking
Me versus my personal demons
I'm reaching for my nine
If I point it at myself will it help
To quiet the demons screaming in my mind?
And if I go, to the other side
Just tell my mother it was her prayers
That kept her young'un thugging son alive
Plus my daughters, them my butterflies
Tell my son that I love him
Tell my nieces and nephews their uncle tried
To take this music to the fucking peak
But I'm still a drug dealer
As we fucking speak, that's fucking weak
Behind the tours and rap fans
Hospitals and cat scans
Shoulder, when they call him bipolar
Happiest mad man
Don't know my story, my struggle
The demons that I combat
Or how I'm starin' at them
Waiting for eye contact, beyond that
I got a soul mate that's naive
So the thought of me is prison to her
Baby momma that's crazy and a ten
Year old who listen's to her
My fam and friends think I'm the bank
And the way they keep coming back
You think I'd got thanked
To you it's a dream, to me
It's labor, these aren't monsters
These my neighbors
And we watch each others back
I guess it's favor for a favor
Sometimes they even save me
When my wrist is to that razor so
So can you rescue me
Because my ship is sinking
And I'm drowning at sea
So can you rescue me, from me
Can you rescue me?
Because my ship is sinking
And I'm drowning at sea
So can you rescue me, from me
Can you rescue me?
I was losing my mind like I
Was trying to lose it
Using my time for using, abusing my grind
This is my own honest view of
Who I am behind this, music
Ryan the whole bottle of patron Connaisseur
At a point in time I thought I blew it
Doing crime
I would've washed a pill down with a
Shot of my own spinal fluid
And my momma knew it
She saw especially right through it
That I wasn't protected cause peer
Pressure just be like (do it)
But I couldn't fight through it
The beef started the streets caught up
At least we didn't get
Involved in deceased orders
It's Slaughterhouse, cause Shady, me, Porter
Sat it down and made peace
Over Porterhouse and Piesporter
Some stupid bitch done turned
My girl against me
Should've tattooed the earth on my arm
Feel like the world against me
Soon as I pa raded
Here come the rain falling the name calling
From the cous' I never met with his
Hand out like I'm straight balling
Feel like I knocked the 8 ball in
Every time I shoot a move
I literally can't call it
Am I afraid of success? Let me think on it
I just got nervous, let me drink on it
Think I just answered yes but not on purpose
I pass the church and do the Father, Son
And Holy Spirit but I'm only near it
Man I need the pastor's service
I'm drowning cause I'm so tired of treading
So Lord when you get a second please
So can you rescue me
Because my ship is sinking
And I'm drowning at sea
So can you rescue me, from me
Can you rescue me?
I wake up and my shirt is leaking
Covered in sweat
I'm dreaming of being murdered
When I'm sleeping
Picture a person beefing, with himself
And it's even, worse when I'm drinking
It hurts when I'm thinking
Me versus my personal demons
I'm reaching for my nine
If I point it at myself will it help
To quiet the demons screaming in my mind?
And if I go, to the other side
Just tell my mother it was her prayers
That kept her young'un thugging son alive
Plus my daughters, them my butterflies
Tell my son that I love him
Tell my nieces and nephews their uncle tried
To take this music to the fucking peak
But I'm still a drug dealer
As we fucking speak, that's fucking weak
Behind the tours and rap fans
Hospitals and cat scans
Shoulder, when they call him bipolar
Happiest mad man
Don't know my story, my struggle
The demons that I combat
Or how I'm starin' at them
Waiting for eye contact, beyond that
I got a soul mate that's naive
So the thought of me is prison to her
Baby momma that's crazy and a ten
Year old who listen's to her
My fam and friends think I'm the bank
And the way they keep coming back
You think I'd got thanked
To you it's a dream, to me
It's labor, these aren't monsters
These my neighbors
And we watch each others back
I guess it's favor for a favor
Sometimes they even save me
When my wrist is to that razor so
So can you rescue me
Because my ship is sinking
And I'm drowning at sea
So can you rescue me, from me
Can you rescue me?