Slchld, oceanfromtheblue - Foreign lyrics

Livin' a foreign life
Cannot get accepted where I go
Maybe it's my ego going slow
Spent a couple a nights
At a bar that I've gone too much

Don't need you tell me how to live my life
I'm doing fine I haven't lost my sight
Don't know what I'll find, I might
I might just be a fighter
My shoulders' getting lighter

The only ones I'll listen to is
My besties and my mama
And they told me don't be liking drama

I don't wanna wake up hearing
Somebody lie to me
And suddenly feel disappointed in the morning
So don't be raining on me

Dreamt something bad
Hoping I stay mad at myself

My purity's sullen nobody wanna love me
Truest of all, I'm not the only to feel this
What do you mean when you
Say that I am broken

Don't be so judgmental yeah

Fighting through the waves
Of the hate in the way
And I know and I know and I know

Buy myself a house in a year or a two
I believe what I do what I do
Get em' all throw a party for the weekend
Not just one or a two all the weekdays
We don't fuck with the so called friends
That don't miss me

Baby how you doing
I don't care how you doing baby yeayah

I don't run for the money
It just comes and goes to me
I get lonely as I please
To get the mood right, the mood right yeayah

I told you I'm a fighter
Don't need remorse to feel right
The burdens on my shoulders
Self-love is what I need

Dreamt something bad
Hoping I stay mad at myself

My purity's sullen nobody wanna love me
Truest of all, I'm not the only to feel this
What do you mean when you
Say that I am broken

Don't be so judgmental yeah