Slowthai - ​i tried lyrics

(Listen, hahahahaha) i tried to die
(The pain won't hide)
I tried to take my life
(And you caught me with a smile) i tried
(At the corner of my eye, You're surprised)

Ayy, long road
Took a tumble down this black hole
Stuck in Sunday League but I'm
On levels with Ronaldo
A legend in the making, as a kid
I dreamed I'm Al Capone
We filled cracks of broken homes with
Broken dreams and broken bones
If walls could scream, ears would bleed
You've gotta keep 'em clean
Could say it's dread but I guess
It's just what made me me
Hug the world with open arms and
They treat me like a pest
All the scars that I possess
You're gonna do me like this?
The charm just napalm, ticking time bomb
Got Tourette's (Boom)
Surrounded by pythons
Stick a sword right through their neck
(yeah)
You're fucking with templars crusading
Through the ends
Forbidden fruit tastes the best with
No trespass on the fence (Fence)
Crawl before you walk but I've
Been running from this tool
Fuckery decisions, yeah
The shit that made me this cool
Life got me in a headlock
Back and forth like a hockey puck
Always wanted muscles
Lack of strength made me headstrong
Watch 'em crumble 'cause they
Sour like rhubarb
Know my cake and custard inside-out
Like a tube sock
I wish I was Manuka, in my mind
I can't do wrong
Still waiting for the boy B
I think it's time to move on
Brothers and sisters
Pour a tea and try to oolong
Running from my struggles back and
Forth like the Chuckles
As morbid as it seems
I'll never wake up from this sleep
If Hell's meant for sinning
Heaven's never been for me

I want to go (Brrat, brrat)
Where I should never go the cut
I've got a sickness and I'm dealin' with it
It feels like I'm sinking all of the time