Snow Tha Product - Too Much To Take (Interlude) lyrics

I swear to god that it's not
Jealousy but I'm eyeing em
Like I see what they started with
I see what I am in
It's like my mama tried to do me
Good by putting me in better schools
Than what we could afford but then
Forgot the car I'm ridin' in
Forgot the rags that I am in
Forgot the money I don't get
Forgot the kids here are fucked up
And I'm still tryin in
Forgot that I'm on free lunch and
All these kids got money
Only broke ass kids be lining up
Up in the line I'm in
Fuck it, I ain't buying it
I'ma sit here quietly
Fuckin' stomach hurted didn't eat but
Fuck it I am in
The cool kids table cuz of how I act
But, I don't want them knowin' that
I am broke as fuck
Cuz then the jokes start flyin' in
It's too close to home to be funny, huh
Suburbs really sucks with no money, huh
It's like they got a hungry kid surrounded
By a bunch of meal tickets
I'm supposed to just ignore that
I'm the bummy one
I wish I would've stayed up in the
Hood with my pops and shit
Cause what's the point to higher
Class unless I fit in
Cause, I've been ditchin' school
Just to be alone, goddam
All that feels a lack of oxygen anxiety