Social Repose - Straight Into The Sun lyrics
[Social Repose - Straight Into The Sun lyrics]
Am I a bad person?
I wrestle with that question
Negative attention try to teach me a lesson
Thinking I'm important
But I am just an object
Ridicule and conflict
The constant common dialect
That dejects and intersects my self respect
I know I'm my own architect
It's difficult I'm so cynical
Try to follow the pack but can't be critical
'Cause it's all he said she said
Find a way to see red
If it's up to them I'd probably be dead
Fed a steady diet of malevolence and hatred
I'm jaded but if I really love myself
Why do I really want to l kill myself
It's 'cause I feel like I'm not enough
Stuff me in a coffin my hands in cuffs
I can't reach out cause I'm feeling stuck
Can you call my bluff? I
Just want to feel enough
And they ask can they get another shout out?
Tear me to pieces
What's a synonym for sellout?
It's never enough
Always waiting on that blowout
All I'm trying to do is wipe
Away all this crippling doubt
I need to breathe
'Cause I don't know who
I'm trying to impress myself
I couldn't settle for any less i guess
'Cause if I am a human and I am the villain
But if I am the monster then
I guess I should die then
So you win set me free
It's 'cause I feel like I'm not enough
Stuff me in a coffin my hands in cuffs
I can't reach out cause I'm feeling stuck
Can you call my bluff? I
Just want to feel enough (Is that too much?)
I've been feeling pretty low
Busy reaping what I've sown
Tiptoeing friends I used to know
But what do I actually owe
More than the white flag I have thrown
I'll never make it out on my own
If there is a god it's done answering me
So violently I've rejected to see
If there's more to life than my futility
I will remove the monotony I
Refuse to be a copy
Did I fly too close to the sun?
Where is everyone? Straight into the sun
Where is everyone? This isn't fun anymore
I wrestle with that question
Negative attention try to teach me a lesson
Thinking I'm important
But I am just an object
Ridicule and conflict
The constant common dialect
That dejects and intersects my self respect
I know I'm my own architect
It's difficult I'm so cynical
Try to follow the pack but can't be critical
'Cause it's all he said she said
Find a way to see red
If it's up to them I'd probably be dead
Fed a steady diet of malevolence and hatred
I'm jaded but if I really love myself
Why do I really want to l kill myself
It's 'cause I feel like I'm not enough
Stuff me in a coffin my hands in cuffs
I can't reach out cause I'm feeling stuck
Can you call my bluff? I
Just want to feel enough
And they ask can they get another shout out?
Tear me to pieces
What's a synonym for sellout?
It's never enough
Always waiting on that blowout
All I'm trying to do is wipe
Away all this crippling doubt
I need to breathe
'Cause I don't know who
I'm trying to impress myself
I couldn't settle for any less i guess
'Cause if I am a human and I am the villain
But if I am the monster then
I guess I should die then
So you win set me free
It's 'cause I feel like I'm not enough
Stuff me in a coffin my hands in cuffs
I can't reach out cause I'm feeling stuck
Can you call my bluff? I
Just want to feel enough (Is that too much?)
I've been feeling pretty low
Busy reaping what I've sown
Tiptoeing friends I used to know
But what do I actually owe
More than the white flag I have thrown
I'll never make it out on my own
If there is a god it's done answering me
So violently I've rejected to see
If there's more to life than my futility
I will remove the monotony I
Refuse to be a copy
Did I fly too close to the sun?
Where is everyone? Straight into the sun
Where is everyone? This isn't fun anymore