Soft Cell - Insecure Me lyrics

It was the morning after the month before
And I'm looking like a nose with eyes
Take a triple letter to make me feel better
'Cause, I know my mirror never lies
Have you ever had the feeling that
Your life's down the can
And the hand that holds the
Whip is not your own?
Your breakfast's going cold and
Your routine's getting old
Is it me that's feeling insecure?

Hiding in the darkness where they
Can't see your eyes in a naked city cinema
Watch the bodies rolling around on the screen
And nobody gives a damn who you are
You're surrounded by the bitter
And the boring
And you wonder if you're on the turn?
And again
You get hurt when they're dishing the dirt
Is it me that's feeling insecure?

I haven't got time to worry 'bout the future
When I'm busy covering up my past
Start to consider a tuck behind the ears
When I wonder if my looks will last
I could hit the bottle and
The depths of despair
But come up fighting like the best
And I can tell myself that
I'm winning the war
But then again, I'm different than the rest

I'm not the hardest person in the world
But like the song says, I will survive
And I may be a wreck and a pain in the neck
But at least I feel that I'm alive
So I'll spit in your face and
Push you over the place
If I'm ever feeling so unsure
And you can really go to hell if
You give me the soft sell
It's not me that's feeling insecure