Sølace - A Shadow I See lyrics

Ive been dodging the bullets
Ive been fighting my fights
Ive been searching for sun
When there wasn't any light
I wasn't this down for so long
This got me feeling so wrong
So 'lone lusting for stuff
Desperate for this song ive been
Dodging the bullets ive been
Dodgin my thoughts now im
Whispering in my sleep
Hear voices in my nights ive been
This close to be the most i can be
But i don't like me thats why it's just
The shadow i see ive been
More hateful then i used to be
I don't see me as you see now i got
Blurry vision well shit, why me?
White and black front to back
What i lack is so clear
All this stuff that i fear
Seems to be so nеar i don't know
What got me feeling so low
Rhyming to this slow motion beat
Often i walk around thеse streets
And repeat the lines in my head
That seem to hit me deep half asleep
But i know

Ive been dodging the bullets
Ive been fighting my fights
Ive been searching for sun
When there wasn't any light
I wasn't this down for so long
This got me feeling so wrong
So 'lone lusting for stuff
Desperate for this song ive been
Dodging the bullets ive been
Dodgin my thoughts now im
Whispering in my sleep
Hear voices in my nights ive been
This close to be the most i can be
But i don't like me thats why it's just
The shadow i see