Sølace - Daydreaming lyrics

See i live in a daydream blowing off steam
Me and my team my producer my writer and me
Removing myself from people
Bad for my self esteem what i mean is
I work best alone
Cause i feel others won't get it right
Like they would judge me
And all of my fights
Which to me don't seem so real at daylight
But like i said i hear voices in my nights
I see the wrong in my rights
My anxiety fighting this lame
Product of my environment
Finding the pockets
Killing the last bit of life inside of me
Losing people by my fault
Is making me feel so violent head underwater
Can't hold my breath or get out of it
Fighting it can't commit
Morbid shit way too heavy
On my mind i admit
Im not what you want right know
But i don't mind
Cause one day you'll regret it
There i said it now im losing my calm
Stone cold give me some space
My mind is starting to race
My heart is starting to pace
My hands are out on my face
Not something i can embrace
Give me some space i just need some space

And in my dreams all i hear are screams
All i feel is white and black
All i see is this constant fear of me
Living in pain and agony
Vices i see them vividly
Visions that you could never see
Turning into a lunatic
Silent but never gone to sleep
Violent but imma never hit
My beats finally start to see color
But im still colorblind
But im still way behind
On the fate i gotta meet

I used to talk to God
But not thats something i do lesser
I used to talk to God
Every night looking for blessings
Now my hope shattered down
Where's something i could be the best in
Nowhere cause i can't get it right
And put my money on me
Way too scared too fall
Way too scared of you all daydreaming got me
Lusting for more