Sølace, Yumemiru - Rainy lyrics

Its cause i want it all i will lose it all
Cause every time i try to run
I seem to trip and fall
I seem to lose control over my brain
My pain becomes interal
My rain only falls on me
Sometimes it's hard to see
The bigger picture and be
The perfect mix of trait's i wanna be
I feed my mind with all kinds of shit
That i don't need i bleed because ive
Shot my own knee thats why i can't run
From the fear everywhere i look
Its always near my dear
I'm sorry for the times when i wasn't here
For all the times when the wheel was
Hard to stear alone you know
That i love your cologne and now look
How much we've grown
But i see your heart turning to a stone
Living life through your phone
I feel it breaking my bones
I hear you changing your tone
No longer call you my own
Some feelings that you no longer own
Staying with me you're not staying with me