Sølace - Scared Of Heights lyrics

I, i, feel like im hated not drunk
But im still faded at night
My head debating on what
Am i still waiting for
Seems like im headed left
Of what feels right and i fight
And fight all night
Can't catch my flight to the promised land
My head buried deep in the sand
I don't understand
Why there's still some blood in my hands
One too many plans burend down
Cause of my stance blood still on my hands
My blood on my hands
And ive been wasting time
Tryina make something of these lines
It feels like ive been chasing nothing, im
Full of hate, too tired
Scared straight, can't climb
These heights that im after
And ive been wasting time
Running for something i thought was mine
Running for somеthing, now im left behind
Full of hate, too tirеd can you relate
Cause im just looking for some closure
Hoping it could bring me closer
Hoping it could bring me closer
To the truth, the sun the gun won't shoot
Until i try to run away and if i die soon
Let my words stay let this music say
What i had to say
Let this brush paint a picture of my world
Kinda absurd blurred and unprepared
Unheard im
Scared