Solillaquists of Sound - The Curse lyrics

I wrestle with a number of
Routine judgments and trials
They’re counting days til I’ll be dead
Or change my style
Assumptions made by strangers every day
Like they’ve read my files
Laymen relate with jokes they make
The catch to my laughter’s
I’m forcing a smile

Wasn’t my plan today
But go ahead and laugh away

I’ll reach for the peak of it all
Maybe you’ll see more to me
Wave a space in the sky
Help your satellites find decency
Sail face to the wind
Break conditions you’ve placed so hastily
My beauty does not fit into your box
So stop trying to make it please

It’s the curse of pioneers, but I know
I got a good thing going here
It’s the curse of pioneers
But, I know I got a good thing going

And I’m doing better, every day
Because of those who stay aware
That we’re as great as we make
And not all differences need
To be so explained