Soul Khan - I Should Die Today lyrics
[Soul Khan - I Should Die Today lyrics]
Everything wasn't enough
That day you walked away
Was the day I had to say
It's going to be rough
I should die today you walking away
With everything I need in me girl
I’m saying, everything here
Was once such sweet sweet love
It was a summer unlike any other
Loving was hot and heavy
Plus she had crazy legs
So we was rocking steady
I felt like akinyele mixed
With arthur fonzarelli
Should have known better, soul
Homie, you ain’t gotta tell me
Daydreaming in this meadow of steel
I was a couple of levels
Above head over heels she had a
Physique that could weaken a celibate monk
But her
Sweetheart demeanor was a delicate front
No nevermind that
We were both especially young
So anything that I expected was
Ahead of the gun
But one night, she wasn’t checking her phone
I should have left it alone
But, I knew she had that
Nose that tended to run
I was stressing and panicking
Had abandonment issues
I was texting and calling
Hollering like damn it, i miss you
She said she’s deading it
I said you know the past
That i’ve been through
But she ain’t even wanna talk about it
So all I thought about it was
I should die today you walking away
With everything I need in me girl
I’m saying, everything here
Was once such sweet sweet love
Now here’s the part of it I
Never really brought up before
Cause, I ain’t wanna trouble my
Sister and mom anymore
But since the beat is still
Rolling and I gotta record
Let’s address the messes I made soon
As I walked out the door
For starters, I was drunk daily
Stuck in a rut a paleontologist couldn’t dig
Me out of to unveil me soul was the titanic
No boat or a life jacket
Another week of this and my
Blood would become bailey’s
Like what the hell’s occurring?
Waking up in union square smelling
Like somebody else’s urine
Clothes moldy like I never
Knew they sell detergent
Overdramatic acting like I was
In hell and burning
Or sometimes sitting on the train platform
Letting my legs dangle
Thinking maybe I should jump down
Getting my flesh mangled
Luckily hesitated and stopped my decline
And reconnected with some friends who told
Me I would be fine, i told ‘em
I should die today you walking away
With everything I need in me girl
I’m saying, everything here
Was once such sweet sweet love