Soul Khan - Shitted On lyrics

I was beyond aching to the
Break of dawn taking
Pictures in my mind of the
Way she got quaking
Limbs to settle with them
Heavenly palms gracing
Arms that'd be reaching for the
Shape of her escaping
I wonder where it went
You know that good old sensation
That had our bodies fastened
Now it's got me asking
Was it just a smokescreen
From the very opening
Of this close thing that
Fell apart into loathing?
But, if it was sincere, then tell me
Nah, nah, if it was sincere, then really
How'd the hell we end up like this?
You living easy, but me I'm looking lifeless
When people see me
They're calling you a trife bitch
They don't understand, well neither did I
Too bad the pills didn't keep
You from breeding them lies
When I was deep in them thighs
Infatuation turned to anxious waiting
For you to give me another reason to cry

I feel shitted on with my hands on my head
And my chest still beating though
You left me for dead i feel shitted on
Was I the man of your dreams
Or just a meaningless piece of
Your plans and your schemes?
I feel shitted on
You know i'd treat you like a goddess
Gave you everything but you could
Never keep a promise shitted on
My house'll never be your home
If you're the only one then, yo
I'd rather be alone

Well, putting back together all
The pieces was tough
I wore my heart on my sleeves
Now I bleed through the cuffs
Wasn't fucking with no empty
Headed creature of lust
She was my earth, wind, and fire
Burning deep through the crust
But then suspicion arose and
What this chicken disclosed
Rendered her love letters
Phony fictional prose
It was blood, guts, and whiskey
Lungs rusted, sixty
Cigarettes a day but I cut back to fifty
Double that in years and you
May grasp the solitude
Wastelands I'm crawling through
But, I gotta pretend I'm perfectly polished
New
And ready for display on that show room floor
But the salt of her lips
Keeps these old wounds sore
I'm needing more than medicine
Love was full length so I wore
It as a second skin
Now I want to tear it off and
Throw it to the reckless wind
And flip a middle finger the
Direction that it's exiting