Stomper, Troub Nasty - I Smoke Alone (New Days New ways ) lyrics

I'm often wonderin' & ponderin' in my future
Will I be Prosperous
Or just another fugitive
Well stupid is as stupid does
But, I ain't stupid though
Through struggles & troubles
I done took it like a trooper holmes
But few will know because my journey was so
Friend less & kin less like grimness
They flip like a gymnast good riddance
Cause, I'm all about the positive
The envious are full of hate
They all about the opposite
It's crazy right?
I wish that I could make it right
But nothing I can say
Would ever change the past & make us tight
I'm over it
This liquor helped me cope with it
Another day another struggle
Now I'm quoting Big and now I'm focusing
On what my future is
So I could live a lavish life
In my future crib with my future bitch
And all my future kids a vocal legacy
A gift is what my music is

Sometimes, at night i smoke, I drink, alone
And I wonder what my future is
Narcotics in my system make my pupils big
Sometimes, at night i smoke, I drink, alone
And I wonder what my future is
Narcotics in my system make my pupils big

I tilt my bottle to the sky
Stay high as a kite when shit ain't right
Man it's the same shit every night
I kick it solo flight
I'm trying to shake the crowd
I'm blowing smoke homie
Walking on my own cloud
What's this all about?
Homie let me know the truth
All I could do was light my blunt
Hotbox the booth i'm smoking dro
Stay up late drinking all alone
Some tell me that they understand
But they don't even know they can't relate
So now they hating on a young G
That's how it goes the life I chose
It get so ugly my mamma hugs me
She tells me that she loves me born thuggin'
Some little bitches wanna fuck me
When you got money
Homie trust me life is lovely
When you're broke
Your so called homies acting funny
I ain't no dummy they
They can gets to steppin' i guess the future
Is just me, myself & my weapon

Sometimes, at night i smoke, I drink, alone
And I wonder what my future is
Narcotics in my system make my pupils big
Sometimes, at night i smoke, I drink, alone
And I wonder what my future is
Narcotics in my system make my pupils big