Sufjan Stevens - Did I Make You Cry on Christmas Day? (Well, You Deserved It!) lyrics

This time of year, you always disappear
You tell me not to call
You tell me not to call
And when the door is closed
You're wearing different clothes
Or hiding in the paper
Pretending not to hear

Inexpensive wine i buy it all the time
You tell me take it back
You say you'll take a nap
But I can see it now you always tell me how
I could do so much better
You said it in your letter

Did I make you cry on Christmas day?
Did I let you down like every other day?
Did I make you cry on Christmas day?
Did I let you down on Christmas day?

The bed that isn't made
The broken window shade
The radiator song, I loved you all along
But I can see it now you always tell me how
I could do so much better
You said it in your letter

I stay awake at night after we have a fight
I'm writing poems about you
And they're not very nice
I didn't mean to yell i said I couldn't tell
I only grabbed your wrist
Or would you rather we kissed?

Did I make you cry on Christmas day?
Did I make you cry like every other day?
Did I make you cry on Christmas day?
Did I make you cry?