Sunshine Christo, Vain - Lonelier lyrics

Days go by, and the lonelier I feel
I've gained some friends
But are they even real
I gained some fans, but are they even real
What do they wanna hear
I can’t give them what they want
This is all I got
If you liked my music when I was alive
Then you'll like it while I rot
I don't wanna talk, I’m numb to everything
It's a new kind of pain
The pain that makes you
Hate waking up everyday
I don't know if I'm depressed
Bitch I'm just stressed
About this music shit
That I'm supposed to be doing
I feel so damn dead
I don't wanna leave my bed
All of it's in my head, yeah yeah

Days go by, and the lonelier I feel
People showing love, but is it even real
I’ll go to a show and fucking kill myself
When my brains are in the crowd
They might know I felt
Days go by, and the lonelier I feel
I’ve gained some friends
But are they even real
I gained some fans, but are they even real
I don't even know what they want to hear
I can’t give them what they want
This is all I got
If you liked my music when I was alive
Then you'll like it while I rot
I don't wanna talk, I'm numb to everything
It’s a new kind of pain
Pain that makes you hate waking up everyday

As the days go on, the lonelier I get
Everyone moved on, I wonder what I missed
I wonder what I missed, I can't even lie
I really miss that shit
I can't even die, can't even slit my wrist
I can't suicide
I'm forced to live like this
Still got some friends that I'm talking
With, but they ain't real
Like I got em' off Wish

I wish, I wish, I wish I could fix this
Fix this, this, it's over this is it
This is it, it, it's over this is it
This is it, it

As the days go on, the lonelier I get
Everyone moved on, I wonder what I missed
I wonder what I missed, everyone is gone
It happened in a blink
Everyone is gone, now I'm emotionless
I keep it to myself, I'm alright man
I insist
Please don't ask me, I don't wanna bitch
I don't wanna, wanna drag you into this
As the days go on, the lonelier I get
Everyone moved on, it's over this is it
This is it, it, it's over this is it
It, it, this is it