Sunshine Christo, Vain - SO LONELY YAH lyrics

(Chill Bwser Chill)

Wake up to no face on my own, all alone
In this lonely lonely life
In this lonely lonely life
Wake up to my face, but I don't see myself
I got nobody else
Everyday I pray I'll make another day
I go to sleep alone
Wake up to my face, once again I pray
Same shit all again, I call for some help
But nobody's listening nobody's listening
Gotta put up with this shit, no more bitching
I'll just do it all
And I'll make it in a year
Make it in the end, all my friends are dead
Maybe I'm the difference to
All of my friends
I'm sorry about what happened
But I can't go back
Put that shit behind me
That shit's in the past
No more looking back

Can't move back, can only go forward
Everyday my self esteem gets lower
Ever since I left
She acts like I don't know her
I feel so alone, I don't wanna go
I'm tired of being treated like a ghost
I know that they know
They know that I'm alone
They'd only help me out if
It was for their goals

I'm tired of being ignored
Let me through that door
I don't wanna be quiet anymore
I still have so much left in store
I'm tired of believing in people when
They don't believe in me
When's the last time someone's
Thought about me
Everyone's obsessed with only using me
Then when they're done they go
Back to ignoring me
They think they can take my kindness
And exploit it for free
I'm not in it for money
If I was in it for money
Then I'd already have hundreds
I'd already have thousands
I'd already millions
But I don't so what makes the difference?
Feel so alone everywhere I go
I feel like a ghost
Feel like the South Pole
Everyone treats me so cold
They said things would change when I'm old
I don't see it though