Swans - God Damn the Sun lyrics

When, when we were young
We had no history, so nothing to lose
Meant we could choose
Choose what we wanted then
Without any fear or thought of revenge
But then you grew old, and I lost my ambition
So I gained an addiction
To drink and depression
They are mine, my only true friends
And I'll keep them with me
Until the very end
I'd choose not to remember
But I miss your arrogance
And I need your intelligence
And your hate for authority
But now you're gone, I read it today
They found you in Spain
Face down in the street
With a bottle in your hand and
A wild smile on your face
And a knife in your back
You died in a foreign land
And they found my letter rolled
Up in your pocket
Where I said I'd kill myself
If she left me again so now she's gone
And you're both in my mind
I've got one thing to say
Before I am drunk again

God damn the sun god damn the sun
God damn anyone that says a kind word
God damn the sun god damn the sun
God damn the light it shines
And this world it shows god damn the sun