Swoope - Sin in Me lyrics

What in your head makes you think it's
Okay to treat somebody like this?
I'm asking for a simple phone call
I thought you loved me
I thought you were in love with me
But, you don't even love me enough to
Give me a phone call back?
You're just gonna ignore me
Like I don't exist?
You're just gonna throw me out like
I'm a sleazy piece of meat?
Am I a sleazy piece of meat to you
Is that how you view me?
Cuz you weren't acting like I was a
Piece of meat the other night
I wasn't a sleazy piece of meat then
This is not the way it
Was supposed to turn out!

I brought death to life
I brought death to life
My indiscretions had me ignoring directions
And I left what's right
Now what's left is my life
Hanging in the balance or a web designed for
Entrapment and I'm petrified
While she laughing 'cuz I'm next to die
I'm staring in the Devil's eyes
And all that sweet talking disappeared
Now this evil is in the mirror
Threatening to wreck my life
Wishing that I never felt enticed
By a feeling that I always felt
Was Mya convincing my mental
This vixen was sinful and I'm innocent
Though that's just a lie shifting the blame
Knowing I'm living in sin and ashamed
Knowing that responsibility claims that
I should be pitched in a river of flames
I'm feeling the pain
Crossing the line, no fill in the blank
Cross on my mind, I'm drifting away
Faults on my mind, this guilt is a weight
I'm tempted to pray
But this sin's in the way
Life is a Sinema, fighting the sin in my mind
And the villain is crafting
The animal feelings inside
This chick is so kindred to Kendrick
She gifted at killin' the vibe
Drowning now, Mya Desiree is who I named
But sound it out My Desire, she is who I am

But guess what? I'm not going away because
I'm having your baby!
Yes! I am pregnant with your child!
And if you think ignoring me is going
To make me get rid of
This child or that I'm just going
To disappear into thin air?
You got another thing coming!
I'm having this baby whether you like it or
Not and your gonna help me raise it!
Because if you think anything else is
Going to happen I promise, i will kill you
Your gonna help me raise this baby
This is your child!

Enticed by my own lusts
Temptation is the curse of men
Then like James 1 told us
Conception leads to birth of sin
First that baby's cute and cuddly
Then that monster's grotesque
Cuz that sin that used to be lovely
Is full grown and it's your death, ugghh
Created this monster, screws in yo neck
Frankenstein stays alive and to raise that
Child will be so deadly
Inside of Mya is Rosemary's baby
But my only hope is from the grave
Rose Mary's baby prone to wander
Lord I feel it, Lord I feel this
Gotta kill this illness my God
Old habit's they die hard when I'm tryin'
To bruise what my will is
Trynna view what the film is
Starring Swoope, that's the villain
Got the script in your Word and I'm trying
Hard not the screw up the lyrics
Temptation's a realities
Not something I dreamt half asleep
I need you Jesus, I'm too weak to come
Up with the strength to battle me, uh
I turn around to see Mya and
A baby standing right there
Visions of horror
Then I realized it was all a nightmare
(Alarm clock fading in) visions of horror
Then I realized it was all a nightmare

It was a dream huh, it was a dream oh Jesus
It was a dream one two three

Lord fix my eyes to you, I only see you
Fix my heart to you, I only want you
Lord you, only you
Fix my heart to you, I only want you