SZA - 20 Something lyrics

How you ain't say you was movin' forward?
Honesty hurts when you're gettin' older
I gotta say I'll miss the way you need me
Yeah
Why you ain't say you was gettin' bored?
Why you ain't say I was fallin' short?
How you lead me out so far away?

How could it be?
20 something, all alone still
Not a thing in my name
Ain't got nothin', runnin' from love
Only know fear that's me, Ms 20 Something
Ain't got nothin', runnin' from love
Wish you were here, oh

Stuck in them 20 somethings
Stuck in them 20 somethings
Good luck on them 20 somethings
Good luck on them 20 somethings
But God bless these 20 somethings
(God bless, oh God bless, oh
God bless, oh God bless, oh)
Hopin' my 20 somethings won't end
Hopin' to keep the rest of my friends
Prayin' the 20 somethings don't kill me
Don't kill me

Weird, took us so long to separate
I feel, it's permanent like a riptide
This time waves crashing fast, I try
Think of the past, please stay
How could it be?

How could it be?
20 something, all alone still
Not a phone in my name
Ain't got nothin', runnin' from love
Only know fear that's me, Ms 20 Something
Ain't got nothin', runnin' from love
Wish you were here, oh

Stuck in them 20 somethings
Stuck in them 20 somethings
Good luck on them 20 somethings
Good luck on them 20 somethings
But God bless these 20 somethings
(God bless, oh God bless, oh
God bless, oh God bless, oh)
Hopin' my 20 somethings won't end
Hopin' to keep the rest of my friends
Prayin' the 20 somethings don't kill me
Kill me

(God bless, oh God bless, oh
God bless, oh God bless, oh)
(God bless, oh God bless, oh
God bless, oh God bless, oh)
(God bless, oh God bless, oh
God bless, oh God bless, oh)

And if it's an illusion
I don't want to wake up i'm
Gonna hang on to it because
The alternative is an abyss, is
Just a hole, a darkness
A nothingness who wants that? You know?
So that's what I think about
Control, and that's my story
And I'm stickin' to it
That was beautiful mommy, that was perfect