SZA - About A Gemini, Pt. 3 lyrics

I was doin' just fine by myself
I was just tryna find myself
Think I finally got past the hate from myself
I been prosperin' but then you came in
Talkin' 'bout some sex to
Satisfy your stress
But what about my health?
Don't mean to press, but

We were doin' just fine
Feelin' happy as hell
Know we been separated far as hell
Damn, I think I been lovin' you differently
When you been lovin' me physically
Hate when you ask for nudes
Can't take what I'm offering you
Ain't tellin you nothin' new
Tell me what I'm supposed to do

What about my wants?
Am I not enough for you?
What about my trust?
Now it's all or bust without you
I know what I want know that I'm enough
Gotta earn my trust
Gotta move on with or without you

I was doin' just fine before you
Flip me upside down, don't care to
Explain myself, do too much of that
I don't wanna go back to your doormat
What did I do to deserve how you do me?
And what's worse
I'm addicted to your curse free me, free me
"Gotta put me first Lucious"
Don't know how I'm gon' do dis
And the dick make me stupid
When the truth is you're useless
I can't keep holding on i realize who I am
Now I realize you a fan
I can't lose me again
Free me, free me until the games begin

What about my wants?
Am I not enough for you?
What about my trust?
Now it's all or bust without you
I know what I want know that I'm enough
Gotta earn my trust
Gotta move on with or without you
With or without you with or without you
With or without you with or without you

Scared of lookin' back so it's forward
I roll
Scared to pack a bag, so I'm leading you on
Scared to put me first 'cause
You're all that I know i know
Don't know what to act
So I'm up and leavin'
Don't know what to do
Know I have my reasons
Don't know what to say just know I care
I care about my wants ayy