Tate McRae - dear u lyrics

Wait, what is this feeling in my gut?
I swear I never get this way, only with you
And now it's just boiling my blood
Wait, I haven't seen you in six months
I hope I wouldn't recognize your face
But I did
And I'm thinking it might be too much

Sometimes I tell myself it
Happens for a reason
For a while, I guess it kinda worked
But this time I can tell
You it's a different feeling it's worse

I hate that I knew you
And knew what you hated
Hate that I'd call, tell you all my mistakes
And I know how desperately you
Tried to make it
Guess I convinced myself you couldn't change
Yeah we used to talk
Now you talk with two faces
Shit talking's something that's
Making you famous
Let me just say it's been bugging me lately
Hate that I know you
'Cause I know that you hate me, mm