Tate McRae - hate myself lyrics

I can say things I don't always mean
When people get too close to me
Don't know where it comes from honestly
And you weren't perfect, yeah
You have your lows
But I'd say you got pretty close
Don't know how you could put up with me

I was so caught up in my own thoughts
Don't think that I understood
When you said that you just couldn't take it
That I would lose you for good

Oh, I didn't think this over
Fell back when you got closer
After I just put you right through hell
You couldn't hate me more than I hate myself
I'd always act so selfish
Had shit I hadn't dealt with
After I just put you right through hell
You couldn't hate me more than I hatе myself

We both know I might be thе worst at goodbyes
But I look at you straight and I lied
And acted like I'd be fine
Sometimes when I care
I think I tend to shut off
Like nothing could matter enough
Why would you let me keep doing that?
You should've stopped me, but

I was so caught up in my own thoughts
Don't think that I understood
When you said that you just couldn't take it
That I would lose you for good

Oh, I didn't think this over
Fell back when you got closer
After I just put you right through hell
You couldn't hate me more than I hate myself
I'd always act so selfish
Had shit I hadn't dealt with
After I just put you right through hell
You couldn't hate me more than I hate myself

So off I go to hurt you again
I shut you out to try to forget
That I'm the one who's fucked in the end
Cause, baby
You'll be happier with someone else
So off I go to hurt you again
I shut you out to try to forget
That I'm the one who's fucked in the end
Cause you couldn't hate me more
Than I hate myself

I didn't think this over
Fell back when you got closer
After I just put you right through hell
You couldn't hate me more than I hate myself