TEC - Knife Wounds lyrics

How I'm supposed to trust you?
When you was tryna be someone
That never was you
Had knife wounds in my back when I hugged you
And I told you I never thought
You'd make me shed blood too, but
That shit cut me so deeply
For dead, you tried to leave me
But I ain't let that shit defeat me
Picked up myself and I made it look so easy

Yeah I made it look so easy
Didn't get discouraged from the way
You used to treat me
Doubted me at first, now everybody believe me
Blind, they was Stevie, now they can see me
Shining, standing high
It's like I was tall as on
The cliff of the ocean
Fuck attention, I used to holler
Couldn't get 'em to notice
Tried it every time with my problems
How could you be so roguish
How could that be your focus, yeah
To drain all of my energy
You give all your effort
All the sudden they my enemies
We just all together
Not only I depend on me
I'ma stand tall forever
It's fuck y'all forever
Life without y'all is better

How I'm supposed to trust you?
When you was tryna be someone
That never was you
Had knife wounds in my back when I hugged you
And I told you I never thought
You'd make me shed blood too, but
That shit cut me so deeply
For dead, you tried to leave me
But I ain't let that shit defeat me
Picked up myself and I made it look so easy

My intuition got me trippin', thinkin' back
Reminiscing late nights, early mornings
With nobody to listen
Fight until we fuckin'
Lovin' the thought of lustin'
What's the point of lovin' when
Ain't no fuckin' trustin'?

And that's when I switch the subject
You start lookin' like you puzzled
Waitin' on answers for questions
So I answer with nothin'
The silence push all your buttons
Girl how I'm supposed to trust you?
You forgot how deep you cut me
Cold blooded, left the scene so bloody
Don't even got no heart
How you gon' tell me you love me?
Was against me from the start and
Actin' like you was for me
From my partner to my opponent, thought
My enemy was my homie, uh

How I'm supposed to trust you?
When you was tryna be someone
That never was you
Had knife wounds in my back when I hugged you
And I told you I never thought
You'd make me shed blood too, but
That shit cut me so deeply
For dead, you tried to leave me
But I ain't let that shit defeat me
Picked up myself and I made it look so easy