Tee Grizzley - Tried And Tried Again Remix (feat. Mozzy, Cordae) lyrics

Tried and tried again (Tried and tried again)
But now this is the end
(Helluva made this beat, baby
Let me talk to 'em)
Tell me, what's the use of holding on
(Oh, yeah) if we can't be friends? (Ayy)

Hurt my heart when niggas I think solid
Don't be solid confuse me when they rap
When they was really out here slidin'
Childhood like Chris Brown and Drake's song
No guidance if anybody find peace
Let me know where to find it

You know? 'Cause it ain't easy being me
Ain't easy dealin' with a death 'cause
They was sleepin' on the beef
Ain't easy totin' switches while the
Police ridin' up the street
Ain't easy wakin' up in prison
After dreamin' you was free
Hate disappearin', but this how it gotta be
'Cause, I'm not knowin' what to think
Tryna teach niggas how to think
Niggas that you used to see with
Me that's not with me
Can't ever tell you what they did for me
Just what they got from me
But, I tried and tried again
I'm far from the end ask God
Remove all the snakes and
I start losin' friends
Niggas just want your momentum
So they come pretend
That they fuck with you
Just be careful on who you let in

Due to a lack of stucture
Out here killin' each other
You can't tell me that
Wasn't really my brother
We was stranded in them trenches
All we had was each other
Found a way to wiggle out
Ran up a bag with each other
So I don't understand
The purpose of snakin' me
I'm at war with niggas 'cause of you
You 'posed to be thankin' me
The way I thank the hood for the
Man that it made of me
Vow to never conversate with federal agencies
Yeah, Lord, protect me from my friends
These suckers ain't nothin'
Circles change with the season if
You ain't a hundred
Mine's smaller than a dot
You know how I'm bummin'
I'ma suit up every time when
It come to my youngins
Who you think yo' mama call
When it get difficult? (Huh?)
That's real love in the form of unconditional
I guess the word
"Loyalty" wasn't that meaningful
At least it ain't to you
I'm through with tryna play it fool

Yeah, uh, burnin' candles and lightin' sage
Pick my notebook up and then I write a page
Admittedly, this ain't one of
My brightest days i talk to God and beg Him
To help me find my way (Uh)
And friends changin' like pronouns
I thought they was there for me
Couldn't hold it down
Feelin' like The Lost Boy
Like my first album
Just drownin' myself in tears
Brought the worst outcome
Friends changin', real niggas is endangered
(For real) right hands become strangers
We used to player Power Rangers
Even stole Now & Laters from gas stations
I'm back pacin'
Reminiscin' on past relations (Damn)
Catchin' jets like Aaron Rodgers
No vaccinations waitin' on my time to come
All we had was patience
Left my scars open, I lost all hope in
Loyalty 'cause that's how you
Get your heart broken

Hurt my heart when bitches I think solid
Don't be solid
Confuse me when they fuck me over
I thought we was vibin'
Childhood like Chris Brown and Drake's song
No guidance if anybody find peace
Let me know where to find it 'cause I tried

Tried and tried again
But now this is the end
Tell me, what's the use of holding on
If we can't be friends? I'm em (Beat Gang)