Teejayx6 - Depression lyrics

I done went broke so many times
But really it's a blessin'
All them times hurt going through it
I was really stressin'
Tryna send prayers to the lord
But he ain't get the message
Havin' thoughts of suicide
Going through depression (I'm broke)
I just can't believe they took my nigga
Now he up in heaven
RIP to all my niggas that we lost to weapons
I gotta get high everyday because
It stop the stressin'
Look out for some people, giving my less
But I learned a lesson

When get locked up in the cells
See if yo people ball
They ain't around when you be broke
But always pop up when they see you ball
These niggas prayin' I go broke
They wanna see me fall
Well you help me run it up
But now you wanna help me spend it all
And anytime I ever did some
Hoe shit it turned, snake
I can name a couple times you
Lied to me and turned fake
If I come up on some
Millions everybody get a plate
I used to jug down with my niggas
And we split it both ways
RIP and free my niggas
Swear I miss them old days
I ain't workin' for nobody
I can make my own play
Broke my whole childhood
Couldn't even get the newest J's
Got to keep on pouring up
The only thing that ease the pain

I done went broke so many times
But really it's a blessin'
All them times hurt going through it
I was really stressin'
Tryna send prayers to the lord
But he ain't get the message
Havin' thoughts of suicide
Going through depression
I just can't believe they took my nigga
Now he up in heaven
RIP to all my niggas that we lost to weapons
I gotta get high everyday because
It stop the stressin'
Look out for some people, giving my less
But I learned a lesson