Thrice - In Your Hands lyrics

Bound to this couch, I lie in waiting
Watching windblown memories slip
By my windowsill i can't fall asleep
Voice in my head disturbs me
Waking nightmares keep
Have my cries fallen on deaf ears?
Can you hear me or am I

Talking to myself again? Is
There anybody listening?
Are you taking this in
Am I wasting my breath? Tell me
Is the wind in your sails
Worth everything you give?
Are you looking for something? Forgiveness?

I leave it up to you
I guess I'm better off removed
Because the situation's growing too thick
In your hands

Could it have been something I said?
Or was it something that I did?
Did I ruin my chance? Have
You written me off?
Tell me, where did I cross the line?
And can I work my way back this time?
Will I always regret this decision?

I leave it up to you
I hope you find a good excuse because
I've given about all that I can give
In your hands

Are you taking this in
Am I wasting my breath?
Did I ruin my chance? Have
You written me off? Are you taking this in
Am I wasting my breath?
Did I ruin my chance? Have
You written me off?

I could try to count the times that
I've been through this in my mind
But, I'm running out of fingers and
I don't have that much time