Thundamentals, Sticky Fingers - Liquorlip Loaded Gun lyrics

I wish I could disappear
So you would never see me in
This mess I get in
However hard I try, keep on stumbling still
Once in a while I'll show you who I am

I'm diving into that deep blue
Jumping in with like both feet
Can you feel me? Cause, I see you
Yeah I know what you done been through
But, I'm fucked up, I ain't mean to
And I'm dumbed up, yeah I been rude
And it's bug but, you're the thing tune
For the soundtrack that I bring to
You're my peoples (my peoples)
And I'm hoping that you understand
For me it was more than a one night stand
My intentions aren't underhanded
And wondering why did it have to end
Try to comprehend
If I can go back and lock it in
I would, but instead I lost a friend
I can not pretend that it doesn't hurt
To know that you're on your new thing
Can't believe I'm reminiscing
Missing all your mood swings
Listening to Wu Tang
Kissing on those liquorlips
These memories that you stained
Slipping through my fingertips
Did we sink or swim when the tide was up?
Before my time is done
Should I bite my tongue
Or try to right my wrongs
Grab that loaded gun
That light that shone is finally gone
Goodbye my love

Open up the ocean, jump on in
The masters of the coastlines beckoning
Unfold my only life vest, sink or swim
Through the everlasting worlds begin

Go ask the universe to do the math
Cause, I am too concerned and preoccupied
Been flying to the moon and back
I wanna be alone dance in the lunar dirt
Kick up the dust
Spark the Buddha sack and view the world
All up on my own
Apparently I am too disturbed
From white picket fences, red bricks and
If you prefer you can go ahead
And make me for it
Judge me like a fucking yuppie
I'm just saying it ain't important
Paint a portrait of everyone you want to be
Imma lay your face down and squall it
In a rotten heat
Honestly, if you're gonna be
Unhappy with yourself
It ain't gonna help tryna copy everyone else
Join me at the bottom of the
Sea if you know what's up i'm a lonely drunk
Sinking ships with my loose liquorlips
And a loaded gun

I wish I could disappear
So you would never see me in this mess I'm in
Light by the light, I never let it in
To back (Cause, I'm a liquorlip loaded gun)

I got stuck, am I the only one?
Fuck that (Cause, I'm a liquorlip loaded gun)
I smoked the cloud I was floating on
Come back

Open up the ocean, jump on in
The masters of the coastlines beckoning
Unfold my only life vest, sink or swim
Through the everlasting worlds begin