T.I., Killer Mike, Eric Bellinger - How I Feel lyrics

David, David Banner david
Not the way I planned it oh, no, no (Oh)
If you could only know my feelings (yeah)
Then you would know how much

Look (Hey) fuck all that protestin'
And marchin' peacefully (yeah)
They still gon' find a way
To handle us egregiously (Oh)
Legally, if I may get this shit
Up off my mind now (Now)
We born in the battlefield
Can't call no timeout (yeah)
Every time now
It's another one of us lyin' out (Hey)
Cryin' out
"I can't breathe" until he dies out (Oh, no)
Make me at myself, what would you die about?
I doubt if a nigga been
Bangin' since junior high
Let ‘em fly, opposition resemblin' you and I
(Sheesh)
Racist cracker, give a fuck about it
(Givе a fuck about it)
They never will 'til thеy start
Pickin' up a couple bodies (Couple bodies)
When we got killed, well, there's some hours
Scattered rain shower the pain hurt
(Oh) but the cold heart, fact of the matter
It's gettin' worse
(What else do you want? There's
So much pain on me)
Damn, if I could wish upon a star
I'll send a special bullet everywhere
You hateful bastards are
(What else do you want? Please
Don't hate on me)
Pull a string like a Gibson guitar
‘way from afar
(What else do you want? There's
So much pain on me)
Slow motion watch it enter your
Temple and exit your jaw, hmm
Send you all to Hell with a scar
A conversation piece
(What else do you want? Please
Don't hate on me)
Hope it maybe leads to a joke
When you and Satan speak
Yeah, you patronizin' us
We waitin' patiently
Well, you'll prolly get your life to
Trade a day with me
Call that shit a eye for a eye, my nigga
By any means (Sheesh)
Had extended clips before skinny jeans (yeah)
Now bow and arrows at cop cars with kerosene
That's how I'm feelin'

How it feel for me (That's how I'm feelin')
To be all alone
(That's how I'm feelin', shoot) all alone
(Fuck that shit, that's how I'm feelin')
How it feel for me
(Ain't no guy to calm me down
How I'm feelin') to be all alone (Shoot)
All alone
(Now fuck that shit, that's how I'm feelin')
How it feel

I had a dream me and King saw Zimmerman
(Zimmerman)
We laid low, masked up in a rental van
(Rental van) he killed a child, body
Was stiff and twisted, man
A mother cried, only one way to fix it, man
How long ‘fore the people in the
Street get tired of the evil
Say "Fuck that"? (Fuck that)
How long will they kneel to
Heel of the state with
A foot in the face 'fore they bust back?
(Bust back)
Won't be long ‘fore agents of the state get
Ate like steak ‘cause the people too strong
(Too strong)
Rapture's comin' one Sunday, it's
Blood by Monday, i promise I won't be long
(It won't be long) lame nigga, same nigga
Found out crackers had money on his head
Lame nigga, same nigga, callin'
Me like, "Michael, i'm scared"
I, hug that nigga like Michael did Fredo
Kept it G like my K tho
Excessive force, leave a nigga no choice but
A nigga better shoot his shot, fatal
(Fatal) bad boy, bad boy
Tell me what you gon' do when
The police kill your mama? (Your mama)
Fuck that, i follow Obama when he kill
The crackers that killed Breonna (Breonna)
I take that charge, stick out
My chest, confess to judge, "Your Honor"
(Your Honor) i'm the truth
My ancestors pray for your honor
And fuck your mama

How it feel for me (That's how I'm feelin')
To be all alone
(That's how I'm feelin', shoot) all alone
(Fuck that shit, that's how I'm feelin')
How it feel for me
(Ain't no guy to calm me down
How I'm feelin') to be all alone (Shoot)
All alone how it feel

'Til the brawl finished, but we all been in
Niggas superhero, can you call in it?
In an' out problems, never solved any
But we got the work down to Albany
Keep a long order, it's a tall order
Murder after murder, people y'all killing's
Our aunts, uncles, our grandchildren
Can't ask for it, gotta take that shit

Ain't no repentance, eye for an eye
We want our vengeance
Life for a life, he kill your fiancée
Kill his wife same for his father
Generations of sons and daughters
It's hard to stomach
They say I sound like Ali Mohammed
I say you got me
We livin' under these fuckin' Nazis
What you expected? People riot
Then you respect it?

And a split decision
Gotta pick a side with this division
But we ain't fit for livin'
We can't protect our women and children
Man, we get sick, they just gon' give us
Some Clorox as Penicillin (Ha)
Experimentin' in Tuskegee
Showed me you would deceive me (Forreal)

As the city burned down and the night fall
'96 Impala
We just bouncin' like it's roundball
This ain't the ‘90s, and the
Youngings, I ain't scared, y'all
The water boys
They might shoot back at the red dawgs (Oh)
I tell ‘em plot plans, strategize, organize
(yeah)
Immobilize a secret army and stay unified

How it feel for me
(How I feel, how I feel, how I feel
How I feel, That's how I'm feelin')
To be all alone
(That's how I'm feelin', all alone, shoot)
All alone, yeah
(Fuck that shit, that's how I'm feelin')
How it feel for me
(Ain't no guy to calm me down
How I'm feelin')
(How I feel, how I feel, how I feel
How I feel) to be all alone (Shoot)
(How I feel, how I feel, how I feel
How I feel) all alone
(Now fuck that shit, that's how I'm feelin')
How it feel for me
(How I feel, how I feel, how I feel
How I feel, I mean the truth is)
To be all alone
(I'm a human, you a human, skin color aside
Riddle me this) all alone, yeah
(How dare I speak peace to a maniac?)
How it feel for me
(How I feel, how I feel, how I feel
How I feel)
(The fuck does that make me? I mean
You motherfuckers can bend your knees man)
To be all alone
(How I feel, how I feel, how I feel
How I feel)
(Fold your hands and your Bibles and pray
As much as you motherfuckin' want but)
All alone

The art of not fightin' back was
Brought to us by Christianity
That was given to us by our oppressor
So you continue to follow that
You continue to follow them i be goddamned
I tell you what, nigga, you see me down bad
Motherfucker on my ass
Nigga, don't fail me, nigga, help me, nigga
I'm tellin' you that, nigga
While I'm right here, nigga
Nigga, I'd do the same for you no cap, nigga
That bullshit ain't 'bout nothin'