TOBi - Smile! lyrics

It's called a game kids!
You want to learn about real reality?
It was enraging to - to
Hear someone talk to these
Kids that we look at like family like that

Self righteous, I hide behind my vices
I try to find a way to stick to my devices
I'm trying my best to keep a clean chest
But harassment keeps me in check i'm dying
My heart sunk when my lungs was frying
If I am being honest
I'm tired of trying my hardest
And facing my monsters
Fuck I regret being an artist
But I smile, smile through my problems
Smile through my addictions knowing
I can't stop 'em
Mommas words topping mе over
I lost my luck where is thе clover?
I despise being sober
'cause my thoughts despise ponder towards her
My self image is diminished
I feel incapable of loving
Another human being
Guaranteeing I'm the reason she's
Gonna be leaving
So I'm stuck here bleeding, in a lost road
Don't know what I'm believing
Uh, don't know what I'm believing

Tell me what I don’t know
Darkness of my thoughts my angels
Are a no show
I promise you I’ll stand tall before I go low
Gotten this far I ain’t need the promo
Smile is my logo i foreclose ya talent and
Give what you proposed
Cold body, insecure man but God I embody
Came a long way from tryna be somebody
Now creativity is all that’s inside me
Smile through the racism
Never frown even when the pay is up
Listen to i what I say
Fuck what they say of us
Implications fucking me over
My bitch don’t love me but I won’t hold her
Homeboy got her piece before me
That’s the type of culture that
Always a hold me
Before thee, bars that match my insecurities
Fuck maturity
All I ever was and am is filled with impurity
Off the bottle I'm filled with security
Masterpiece brings tragedy
Switch my flow how I ever mastered these?
A magnum piece for me is lead in the
Head but for you is what you’re listening