Token - A Little Different lyrics

I remember when I got off the stage
And I saw him looking down and
I Just remember waking up one
Day and just knowing that white flag
Just knowing that it's over

Seein' the good turn bad
Make you think a little different
Seein' your fam in rehab
Make you drink a little different
Dad's jealousy make relationship
A little different him blaming you for that
Make you flip a little different
A passion turning into work
It work a little different
Trust issues make you treat a
Good girl a little different
(I was like, "Yеah, I know")
Bad breakups make wakin' up
Alone a littlе different
Cryin' at meet n' greets make
Doing shows a little different
The girl that used to curve you
Now she texts a little different
(What I remember was)
Fuckin' out of spite make the
Sex a little different
(I wasn't the only one)
People relyin' on you make you
Chill a little different
Knowing you lost make being blessed
Feel a little different
Gettin' most of what you want make
You want a little different
I bet this girl would want me
If I flaunt a little different
I always wonder when they hear what I say
Can they tell I never got women without fame?
Can they see a whole person that I ain't?
Can they tell I wasn't worth shit until paid?
They wonder how I'm not nervous when on stage
'Cause that's the only time that
I can truly run away
I forget everything and rush
A little different
Petite brunette bitches make the
Fun a little different
My manager looking at this
Cup a little different
I guess our opinion on being
Drunk a little different
Momma saw me stumbling
This time a little different
Told her I won't cross the line
But I line a little different
Told my grandma that I call her back today
Feelin' I can do no wrong make
Me lie a little different
This girl says she's got a nice room for me
Money make me view the word
"nice" a little different
The price a little different
Luxury hotels make it feel okay to hide
So I hide a little different
Packed schedule make seeing me
A little different so when I hit
My excuse to leave a little different
It's not that I don't love
I love a little different
I trust a little different
Condom flush a little different
Can't put that in the trash
Women act a little different
They might pick it up and stick
It back a little different
My ex probably tryin' to
Hate a little different
When she found them videos
Made her rage a little different
Threw trust out the window and
Pained a little different
Couldn't even fuck me 'cause
Her memory too vivid two weeks later
We broke up a little different
From the first time
This time her grudge a little different
Nowadays my shame a little different
Wakin' up with it
It just weigh a little different
Sometimes I really wanna fade
A little different
But addiction's in my blood
We lose strength a little different
I prone a little different
I wonder if I'm losing myself or I'm just
Dealing with my growth a little different
Good times, but I deal a little different
Knowing I'm lost make being bless
Feel a little different