Token - Just A Couple More Words lyrics

First off, I'm sorry to my grandma
I know I said I'd call
I just read your birthday card and
Hung it on the wall
You are a shining star in my
Life and I haven't appreciated it
I value our relationship you are a queen
Look at that mirror like you are flawless
I hope you move to Mass so
I can see you more often
And we can spend more time together, yeah
I hope you live forever
Thank you for your letter
And I'm sorry to my sister
I know I was supposed to give you
A time that you can call me
I saw the picture that you
Posted up on Twitter, it made me laugh
I was ashamed I never got back to you
That's why I didn't tweet back
I know you're going through a
Lot and I respect you
You're like the smartest person who
I've ever met too
So, I hope college is going well
I hope you're learning stuff
Just know I care for you so much, I love you

And I ain't got no excuses
I've been selfish, I've been foolish
I'm just trying not to lose myself
And all my talking has been useless
Said that I'm caring and I'm humble
But I barely even prove myself
To anyone I ever hurt
To anyone who deserved just
A couple more words i'm sorry
I've been devoured by the power, I'm a coward
I'm through with myself

I'm sorry to my close friends at
College who left the state
I promised y'all I would stay in touch
And I felt ashamed
You were my only friends when
I didn't have many
I've taken you for granted
Recently I've been feeling empty
Steven you've been my closest friend ever
Since I moved over here
And Andrew you don't even know how
Much you've helped my whole career
I'd give it all to you dude
Listen that's for Stu too
Hit me when you're back so we can
Kick it like we used to
And I'm sorry to my ex
I hope you know that when I heard how
My song affected you I was so sad
You're one of the only girls
I ever really bonded with
I was self-conscious and you were the
One who gave me confidence so thank you
And I ain't gonna lie
I still get jealous when I
See you with other guys
I love the time we spent together
Some of the only time I spent as a kid
I just wish it didn't end like it did
I'm sorry

And I ain't got no excuses
I've been selfish, I've been foolish
I'm just trying not to lose myself
And all my talking has been useless
Said that I'm caring and I'm humble
But I barely even prove myself
To anyone I ever hurt
To anyone who deserved just
A couple more words i'm sorry
I've been devoured by the power, I'm a coward
I'm through with myself

I'm sorry to my mom and dad
I've been embarrassed
'Cause I barely been a kid
But that don't mean you ain't been parents
I am beyond blessed to have you guys
So supportive with everything
So generous with all the time you sacrificed
Mom, I'm sorry that I rush our conversations
Acting like I don't got the patience
That is not how momma raised us
Dad I'm sorry
Often you feel left in the dark
I should keep you more updated
With connections I start
And I'm sorry to my fans
I'm sorry in advance if a song or if a chant
Don't meet all of your demands
My whole life I've dealt with
Anxiety and feeling cornered
And nothing gets me more anxious
Than a frustrated supporter
I wish I could respond to all your messages
I wish I could do all your collabs
I wish we could have a friendship
I wish I could fly you out just to show
How much it means that you rock with me
I hope that this is my only apology

And I ain't got no excuses
I've been selfish, I've been foolish
I'm just trying not to lose myself
And all my talking has been useless
Said that I'm caring and I'm humble
But I barely even prove myself
To anyone I ever hurt
To anyone who deserved just
A couple more words i'm sorry
I've been devoured by the power, I'm a coward
I'm through with myself