Token - WHITE TURNS RED lyrics

Yeah, I remember that day clear as
Day and I'll never forget it yah
Yeah, yeah, um mhm, yeah, yeah

Get me something to relax, babe
My thrill gone, my girl gone
Token ain't fit
Just a bent bridge that I built this world on
(yeah, yeah, yeah)
Seventeen you couldn't tell me I wasn't
Gon' be the biggest deal
Failin' in that relationship showed me
Failure's in me still (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Caught on camera
Baby found out her boyfriend got history
I fucked that whole shit up, it's done
That stuff woke up the bitch in me
Fucked around and signed this deal the
Same time my ambition leave (yeah)
Supposed to be go-time now
I might just let them write that hit for me
"Where's the album? Where he at?"
They say "I love you" when you sad
You keep it real
To keep it real I do not wanna write no raps
I wanna be distracted by them red high heels
(yeah)
Hit the scene, boom, chit-chat's getting real
I'm starting to think they only believe in
Me when I believe in me
But what would my referrals done?
Been a year, my girl gone
Irony about replacement bitch who
Fill my lust
I get so twisted with her, I can't even fuck
I'm a hit and miss, a loss, over budget
I'm a cost, i get lost inside the red just
To show myself a boss
Scrapped the album another
Time, another time, another time
And time passed
Label spent a couple million on
A fucking white flag

My mama don't like my ayy, yeah
My mama don't like my bitch but
She control me the best
This drink's the only reason don't feel
Like my throat's in my chest
It ain't bulimia if the shots
Just made the choices instead
My bitch the same, but she lil' worse
She wants to see bones through her flesh
I been so anxious when she hold my hand
She feel my heartbeat
And don't smoke 'round my sister bro
We just got the girl clean
She tryna recreate my ex
She made her hair curly
Baby, my sister hallucinating
Gotta make sure the girl sleep
Lot of new homies
But they'll die for me before my old ones
They crackin' jokes
My drunk ass burned himself last
Time he rolled up
I used to feel some level of pride
By not getting high that I say, you know
I feel more pride in highs
But now realize my lows are too low
She say she like the girls
That shaped like Summer Walker
Doja Cat and Remy Ma i know a few
But she don't wanna bring 'em in
So I don't bring it up
(the fights and arguments)
I might tell a lie, but I don't cheat
You know
The homies laugh at me being forgetful
But it's intentional
Yet we keep me in schedule
Tight and perfected
'Cause when my schedule open up
Then what am I left with? I was out in LA
Baby called the dude "a friend"
Found out she fucked him, when I'm high
I forget it

But it always did for m