Toosii, Phora - Traumatized lyrics

Yeah

I don't really trust nobody
I be moving low-key
I be in my thoughts late nights
So I don't sleep
Tell me that you love me but
You don't really know me
I don't really take nobody word
 you gotta show me
That's just where I come from
Traumatized from the past and the pain is
The only thing I run from
But I'm ten toes down
And I won't let it break me

I remember the days they said
I ain't deserve it i ain't had no food
Felt my stomach turnin'
I was dead broke, I was dead broke
(yeah, yeah) numb it with thе Hennessy
My stomach burnin' lost the onе I loved
That's who I trusted in
I just feel like I can never love again
Another day that pass, I lose another friend
In a city full of sharks
You gotta learn to swim
Drownin' in my thoughts goin' crazy
I was on my knees, prayin' somebody save me
And I was all alone gettin'
Drunk on the daily and I all wanted as kid
Was that brand new Mercedes
But now I see the fake
Intentions of people comin' around
When I had nothin'
They was nowhere to be found
They hated me back then but
They fuckin' with me now
I keep my feelings locked away and
Hide my pain with a smile
And I don't need no fake
Love from you niggas
And I don't need no fake
Hugs from you niggas
'Cause you dubbed me when
I trusted you niggas
Now it's funny, I don't
Fuck with you niggas, no
Only hit me up when you need somethin'
Don't know if I'm drunk or I'm just numb
I never understand where I came from
Drownin' my emotions, let that shit run
And now they talk bad they never loved me
Remember that when they call back
They got they hands out, now I'm off that
I lost it all but eventually got it all back

I don't really trust nobody
I be moving low-key
I be in my thoughts late nights
So I don't sleep
Tell me that you love me but
You don't really know me
I don't really take nobody word
You gotta show me
That's just where I come from
Traumatized from the past and the pain is
The only thing I run from
But I'm ten toes down
And I won't let it break me

Spendin' late nights in the PJs
Know they been tripping 'cause some threeway
Got a problem
I think I'm in love with her sweet chase
Get her an adrenaline rush
You give the same feelin' as
A high speed race
Been through it all, gotta stand tall
Gotta stay ten toes down
I was in the back streets, spin the block
You get your shit blown out
Gangster, but I need love that's significant
I be with demons but I'm an angel
Like I'm Heaven-sent
I used to do bad shit for the Hell of it
Got a story but I ain't tellin' it
Traumatized from the pain, and
Then it's hard, it ache
I got a story but I ain't tellin' it
Do bad shit for the Hell of it
'Cause I ain't got no more
Room for a heartbreak still with same guys
Feelin' tough will get you repo
But I'm big like Deebo my heart
And bitch I've been real from the start
I'm traumatized and paranoid
I gotta play it smart
They'll leave me in the dark

I don't really trust nobody
I be moving low-key
I be in my thoughts late nights
So I don't sleep
Tell me that you love me but
You don't really know me
I don't really take nobody word
You gotta show me
That's just where I come from
Traumatized from the past and the pain is
The only thing I run from
But I'm ten toes down
And I won't let it break me