Tsu Surf, Lu Jerz - Lone Thoughts lyrics

Light a blunt and see
Visions while I'm recordin'
Long nights and early mornings
Rain sleet, shit, it was pourin'
I was grindin', they was yawnin'
Some of them was still snorin'
Had the black and silver 9's
But couldn't afford Jordans
Alright, alright, believe in upstairs
Down here some sinnin' happen
Tried to move E's
The result of that was sendin' matics
Bright lights, big bangs
Mobbin' to that old Dedication
That real Wayne
However many the truck fit deep
You die in your dreams you die for
Real so the pills kill the sleep
Sun comin' up, we still wide eyed
And couldn't tell my brother shit
When his mom died
Swore I had all the answers 'til that night
He said they gotta fix it
They'll bring her back, right?
Wrong, some found a better way, some lost
Wonder what you got to lose to
Win and at what cost

You don't believe in God
Tell me what you see then
There's gotta be somethin' that
You believe in
I hate to but it's made me strong
Hardest money to be made
I'm just tryin' to make it all
Tell me what to do, tell me what I need
How to be a man and succeed
Show me the reason, the reason to be

Optimistic 'bout life with pessimistic dreams
I stand out why would I work
Hard to fit in between?
Why would I kill your rook when
I could kill your queen?
Cool with my castle
Fuck a ring with a different team
See I'd lose with them before
I win with y'all love that nigga, shit
I'd die 'fore my nigga fall
Anticipatin' the worst that could
Possibly come from sinnin'
I know what we doin' wrong
But chillin' seem wrong when you winnin'
Who's the judge? Man, we all wildin'
Telly Stravie's with my bitches
From out Long Island
They get it for the low, they drop it lower
Sound like a plug to me so I got to know her
Wonder if the buzz got 'em chirpin'
Or the swag got him twerkin' or
The pills got him workin'
Or the hate got him lurkin'
Or maybe I am perfect
Shit, or maybe I am perfect
'Til we find out, I just nod out
Rap and drugs, prayin' I don't Amy Winehouse
'Til we find out, I just nod out
Rap and drugs, prayin' I don't Amy Winehouse

You don't believe in God
Tell me what you see then
There's gotta be somethin' that
You believe in
I hate to but it's made me strong
Hardest money to be made
I'm just tryin' to make it all
Tell me what to do, tell me what I need
How to be a man, and succeed
Show me the reason, the reason to be

I could take you through my troubles
Shit be too real
Xannies or Mollys be like red
Pill or blue pill (Matrix)
Can't see shit until you look close
Didn't think twice, didn't blink, shit
I took both
Long nights up equals long day sleep
Stomach for my team
I ain't full if they ain't eat
I'd die just thinkin' of my downfall
Them square niggas rule 1
Stay from around y'all
They pray for me, I pray for the haters
Just waitin' on that check, please
Somebody call the waiter
Just blew another quarter
Bitches think I'm changin'
Just copped another nickel
Still down for sprayin'
If I had a penny for every dime bag
I could cop a whole dime bag
If I had a penny for every dime
Bag I'd cop a whole dime bag

You don't believe in God
Tell me what you see then
There's gotta be somethin' that
You believe in
I hate to but it's made me strong
Hardest money to be made
I'm just tryin' to make it all
Tell me what to do, tell me what I need
How to be a man, and succeed
Show me the reason, the reason to be