Tsu Surf - Not Forever lyrics

Just hopin' for the better
Still indulgin' worse
Got a deal and death waitin'
Wonder which comin' first
Been through some sh -, it’s effed up
It make you wanna curse
When God call, that's a one way, comfy hearse
Dear Father, my homies be still bangin'
I'm rippin', trippin' and hangin'
Not braggin', wait I’m just sayin'
Don’t do much prayin', not braggin' again
Just sayin'
Along with survival comes slayin'
We animals speakin' of preyin'
It’s be strong or become prey and
That mean it’s kill or be killed
I’m just sayin'
You can picture my whole hood when you listen
Can’t pinpoint it but it's different
And sometimes I hang with strangers
To ensure I ain’t different
I mean it kinda make sense
Yeah it kinda make sense if you listen
If he never fell down how he know what’s up?
And even when you know everything
You don’t know enough

I start to think like
"Will I make it back home?"
Then my mind start to roam
For a minute like, "Where home really at?"
Is it where I pay my bills?
Wherever the fuck I lay my heart?
Take off my shoes, put my chain, lay my hat?

Another bad turn, is this a lesson learned?
I’m drivin' pointless
No maps and nobody pointin'
Subjected to slingin' poison no judge
Oh we grind whether sellin' shit or rap
Got homies tryna reach mils like
It’s levels to this trap
We hit the gas, don’t pay attention to speed
That fine print line win and I
Clearly quote as I read
"He who want what he want
Must use what he need"
If Heaven got a section for real
I request to be with G's
Hoodie on ‘cause the feds watchin'
Finger up ‘cause they forever hatin'
And they be swearin' that they close
But, I lapped them all twice that’s
The closest type of separation
No more questions, no more answers
No more reasons another day, another time
Whole change of season
Close the door, hit the light
Turn off the phone
Start to think like will I make it back home?

I start to think like
"Will I make it back home?"
Then my mind start to roam
For a minute like, "Where home really at?"
Is it where I pay my bills?
Wherever the fuck I lay my heart?
Take off my shoes, put my chain, lay my hat?