​twikipedia - Lotus lyrics

Sometimes im just wishing that you liked me
But theres nothing i can do
Playing games on the ps2
Get away from me 'cause i
Don't know the truth but i know how to lie
Sippin' tech
Seeing you and wishing i was fine
I know you left me behind
I don't really blame you
'cause i wanna do the same sometimes
I'm sorry, all i do is lie
To me it is a pastime
Nothing to do, how the fuck imma pass time
I need to leave
I know i stayed just past my time
I stayed past my time, i stayed past my time
You don't need to worry baby, i'll be fine
Meet me at the sky and i had to try
But it wasn't enough so i had to
Try again, wish i was a better friend
Im not tryna follow threads
Im too different i can't blend
I was falling
I was falling and you didn't help me up
I wish that i cared about you
But i didn't give a fuck
Now it's late and theres nothing i
Can do to make it up
After all that shit went down i think
I know that is my luck

Its my luck, it's my luck
From the start i know couldn't
Give less of a fuck neither could i
Look at my eyes, and feed me lies
And feed me lies

You, i we die, it's so hard to take
This time i'll fly, we won't ever break
Its all i know, you can ever say you, i
We die, it's so hard to take

Lotus, i wanna live another day
I wanna be told that everything is okay
And sometimes i wanna fly away
But the sky is grey every fucking day
Put me in my grave when i know the feeling
Devil on my side, all the cards im dealing
Lotus i wanna be healing
I don't know the meaning