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I feel like my heart is haunted
Think that I might have a curse
Remember when I used to care but things
Are always getting worse
One day I'm gonna fucking snap
One day I'm gonna fucking burst
Tired of just feeling nothing
I just wanna fucking burn
Somebody kill me, somebody make me bleed
Forward to my death
It's getting harder to breathe
You say you don't wanna leave
But you then left i think at this point I
Would be better off dead
Can you just tell me what the fuck you want
I've been waiting
Everyone I talk to makes me
Run out of patience
Everything I see that's talking about
My name just hating hating myself
I just wanna be somebody else
In the ending I know I'll go to hell , okay

I don't want your words of kindness, I
Don't want your words of kindness
I don't want them
I don't want your words of kindness, I
Don't want your words of kindness
I don't want them told me I'm a parrot
That's 'cause I already know
Told me that I'm not productive
And I cannot even focus
Told me I can't even do a
Thing 'cause I'm the slowest
And pretend to be surprised
Pretend to be fine
Because it works every time
And you can pretend to care
Like you usually do

Everything is usual, nothing ever changes
Do I have a problem or
Do I just like complaining?
Everybody around me just
Always fucking changing i can't even take it
I know what I gotta do
Find somebody to replace you
And I need somebody go ahead
And take my place too
It's not going anywhere
This shit is just a hobby
If I try and end myself
Then who is gonna stop me?

Send me to a therapist already
Actually, I do not even know
If that can help me
Did you know that everything you
Said was gon' affect me?
Getting to my head too quickly
You can't even help me
Getting to my head too quickly
I think I'm just stressing
Guess that meant that you give
Up on me already it won't make a difference
Nothing that I ever say or
Do will make a difference
I don't know if I'm stupid or just different
Sometimes I wish you'd just listen

Whatever