Twisted Insane - Beneath The Stars lyrics
[Twisted Insane - Beneath The Stars lyrics]
Walk Beneath the sun, Lie beneath the stars
We grow upon the earth
And this is what we are
Walk Beneath the sun, Lie beneath the stars
We grow upon the earth
And this is what we are
On the bathroom floor with a blade in
My hand in a puddle of piss
Over coming darkness thinking where
Did shit go wrong if it's coming to this
Take a bottle of the Advil
Hoping it'll kill me if I only go to sleep
It's to late to go back now, shit
So I slit my wrists now I'm in this shit deep
Looking at the blood run
A couple drips then shit now
It's on like a puddle
Now I'm in trouble, nothing I
Can do right now, only wait for my shuttle
Blood started gushing I could feel
My soul was rushing
I fucked up and now my former self is leaving
Everybody get they reasons and, this
Shit is all exterior
No more internal bleeding
I remember when I was a little kid
Hide in trash can lids
Always suffering abrasions
I would always talk to my friends like
"Time and time again another
Day another beatin'"
They say time heals all wounds
But, I've been fucked up ever
Since I was a child so troubled and wild
Why you think in every school
Picture I never did smile
Ain't been happy in a while
But, I remain humble, they tell
Me I'm an animal
What the fuck else you expect? I
Grew up in a jungle
And now I'm all fucked up on the
Bathroom floor just sittin' here bleedin'
Thinkin' 'bout leavin' before my son come
In and see me not breathin'
Walk Beneath the sun, Lie beneath the stars
We grow upon the earth
And this is what we are
Walk Beneath the sun, Lie beneath the stars
We grow upon the earth
And this is what we are
And now I'm all fucked up with a bullet
In my chest and I'm prayin' to Jesus
Never did before
But fuck it if I go right now
They'll be like why they leave us
It's funny how niggas all get to praying
When they get up in a situation
If you go right now in the end
Do you think God is the one you'll be facin'
Maybe it could be Satan
Shit maybe nobody could be waitin'
Maybe we all end up in a fuckin'
Box with a lid on top
Shit is up for debating
But the fact of the matter is if I
Don't know then you don't know either
Brain washed as a kid to
Believe in your parents' beliefs
Just ask the preacher
I was in the corner by myself
Looking at the other kids
Knowin' I was different i was gifted
And it's been that way ever
Since I was an infant
Brain off in the distance
Never thought my shit could be rattled
Lost in a den
'cause I'm knowin' I be off in the
Pen if a nigga do tattle
One bite of an apple
Niggas sufferin' the root of all evil
People that get shot and stabbed
But nobody laugh at the
Murderin' of all people
And now I'm all fucked up on the
Bathroom floor just sittin' here bleedin'
Thinkin' 'bout leavin'
Before my son come in and
See me not breathin'
Walk Beneath the sun, Lie beneath the stars
We grow upon the earth
And this is what we are
Walk Beneath the sun, Lie beneath the stars
We grow upon the earth
And this is what we are
In the bedroom with a glass half full
But I feel half empty
Stumbling drunk, barely can walk
"Do you wanna take another shot?"
Don't tempt me i will have enemized my own
Life from my own actions
Learn from mistakes and every move that a
Nigga make will cause a reaction
I blacked out last night all that I
Can recall was I was faded
Standin' on top of a rock at a
Bonfire screamin' "I fuckin' made it!"
My life I fuckin' hate it
I'm a full blown alchy
My life's in danger, they tell
Me I'm a perfect stranger, just like Balki
Feelin' so independent
Feelin' like I was killin'
'em, walkin' up on a station
I'mma hit 'em with venom like
It was ten of 'em
Fill 'em with the voodoo? and then murder 'em
With the verbal and people'll
Call it venomous
But shit, that's only life for the moment
How can I win when time's my opponent?
I don't care so I'mma keep winnin' and push
To the wind like I've been annointed
I've been avoided by the whole world 'cause a
Nigga only had one pair of clothes
Sleepin on the sidewalk, right
There on the sidewalk, you people don't know
And now I'm all fucked up on the
Bathroom floor just sittin' here bleeding
Thinkin' 'bout leavin'
Before my son come in and
Catch me not breathin'
Walk Beneath the sun, Lie beneath the stars
We grow upon the earth
And this is what we are
Walk Beneath the sun, Lie beneath the stars
We grow upon the earth
And this is what we are
We grow upon the earth
And this is what we are
Walk Beneath the sun, Lie beneath the stars
We grow upon the earth
And this is what we are
On the bathroom floor with a blade in
My hand in a puddle of piss
Over coming darkness thinking where
Did shit go wrong if it's coming to this
Take a bottle of the Advil
Hoping it'll kill me if I only go to sleep
It's to late to go back now, shit
So I slit my wrists now I'm in this shit deep
Looking at the blood run
A couple drips then shit now
It's on like a puddle
Now I'm in trouble, nothing I
Can do right now, only wait for my shuttle
Blood started gushing I could feel
My soul was rushing
I fucked up and now my former self is leaving
Everybody get they reasons and, this
Shit is all exterior
No more internal bleeding
I remember when I was a little kid
Hide in trash can lids
Always suffering abrasions
I would always talk to my friends like
"Time and time again another
Day another beatin'"
They say time heals all wounds
But, I've been fucked up ever
Since I was a child so troubled and wild
Why you think in every school
Picture I never did smile
Ain't been happy in a while
But, I remain humble, they tell
Me I'm an animal
What the fuck else you expect? I
Grew up in a jungle
And now I'm all fucked up on the
Bathroom floor just sittin' here bleedin'
Thinkin' 'bout leavin' before my son come
In and see me not breathin'
Walk Beneath the sun, Lie beneath the stars
We grow upon the earth
And this is what we are
Walk Beneath the sun, Lie beneath the stars
We grow upon the earth
And this is what we are
And now I'm all fucked up with a bullet
In my chest and I'm prayin' to Jesus
Never did before
But fuck it if I go right now
They'll be like why they leave us
It's funny how niggas all get to praying
When they get up in a situation
If you go right now in the end
Do you think God is the one you'll be facin'
Maybe it could be Satan
Shit maybe nobody could be waitin'
Maybe we all end up in a fuckin'
Box with a lid on top
Shit is up for debating
But the fact of the matter is if I
Don't know then you don't know either
Brain washed as a kid to
Believe in your parents' beliefs
Just ask the preacher
I was in the corner by myself
Looking at the other kids
Knowin' I was different i was gifted
And it's been that way ever
Since I was an infant
Brain off in the distance
Never thought my shit could be rattled
Lost in a den
'cause I'm knowin' I be off in the
Pen if a nigga do tattle
One bite of an apple
Niggas sufferin' the root of all evil
People that get shot and stabbed
But nobody laugh at the
Murderin' of all people
And now I'm all fucked up on the
Bathroom floor just sittin' here bleedin'
Thinkin' 'bout leavin'
Before my son come in and
See me not breathin'
Walk Beneath the sun, Lie beneath the stars
We grow upon the earth
And this is what we are
Walk Beneath the sun, Lie beneath the stars
We grow upon the earth
And this is what we are
In the bedroom with a glass half full
But I feel half empty
Stumbling drunk, barely can walk
"Do you wanna take another shot?"
Don't tempt me i will have enemized my own
Life from my own actions
Learn from mistakes and every move that a
Nigga make will cause a reaction
I blacked out last night all that I
Can recall was I was faded
Standin' on top of a rock at a
Bonfire screamin' "I fuckin' made it!"
My life I fuckin' hate it
I'm a full blown alchy
My life's in danger, they tell
Me I'm a perfect stranger, just like Balki
Feelin' so independent
Feelin' like I was killin'
'em, walkin' up on a station
I'mma hit 'em with venom like
It was ten of 'em
Fill 'em with the voodoo? and then murder 'em
With the verbal and people'll
Call it venomous
But shit, that's only life for the moment
How can I win when time's my opponent?
I don't care so I'mma keep winnin' and push
To the wind like I've been annointed
I've been avoided by the whole world 'cause a
Nigga only had one pair of clothes
Sleepin on the sidewalk, right
There on the sidewalk, you people don't know
And now I'm all fucked up on the
Bathroom floor just sittin' here bleeding
Thinkin' 'bout leavin'
Before my son come in and
Catch me not breathin'
Walk Beneath the sun, Lie beneath the stars
We grow upon the earth
And this is what we are
Walk Beneath the sun, Lie beneath the stars
We grow upon the earth
And this is what we are