Twisted Insane, Charlie Ray - In The Dirt lyrics

What have I become? Just another dumb drunk
Who was raised in the slums
Some waste of some cum?
That little biddy nigga in a world full
Of giants fee fi fo fum
Kicked out of every school I
Ever fucking went to
Momma told me I was always violent
Every time I go into a class
All the kids was talking i was always silent
And when I be out

Riding, I be on that solo tip
Everybody wonder where this nigga
Goes when I'm lit
When I vanish at the drop of
A hat and I fall back
They thinking it's all rap til' the 44 click
But, you don't know shit
About me and my agenda
Actions, and people that I been to
Hell and back with now we all galactic
Cities on my map, quick
And on my knees Imma bend em like I'm Bane
Only represent for the gangs
And you niggas will respect what I claim

And I could be the reason that
I'm feelin' so much pain
And everybody always wanna pick a nigga brain
My kids gotta eat
Who the fuck is gonna feed em If I die today
That bitch will have a nigga
Come and beat 'em really mistreat 'em
And have 'em walking up and down the street
With no shoes on their motherfuckin' feet and
Now I'm feeling lost

Homie, tell me what the fuck am
I to do I'm just tryin'
To make it to Vegas so I could see my son
But it cost
Too much so I gotta wait cause I gotta
Pay to keep the medication on my tongue
Or they'll toss me up in a grave
And they turn the page on a nigga
Like I wasn't nothin' but a slideshow
And everywhere that I go
I be hearing what they thinkin' they
Be wanting me to die slow

And I know how the shit is, Lil nigga
Life gettin' to you
So you turn to the liquor
You get the plus so you turn a lil quicker
Pour the bottle down your throat
Til' it's burnin' your liver

No concern when I hit the gas peel out
Like fuck it if I see my last meal

But, homie, that's real

I feel like giving up on record deals
When I'm drunk
I think I never gave a fuck I never will
So imagine, if I never had the music
And I never was equipped with
The raft to use it like I do
When I'm lucky enough to pay a bill while you
Niggas make a mill with your whack acoustics
And I'm through with hollering a loose leaf
Do flee with your life, I'm in the movies
When I'm lock on with the goonies
Take your top on I be choppin' em

And I could be the one that hit
You all up with the toolie
Get the duct tape I'm a loose cannon
I be doing shit so random
They don't make them like me, goddamnit
It's like I'm from a
Different 'nother motherfuckin' planet
But, I'm on Earth
Where I've been cursed since birth
Really feeling like I'm fucking worth less
Knowing that I really haven't learned-shit

Except for how I spit to make them pur-chase

Me till’ I finish liking what I see
Don’t you see what I’m going through
We bleed for the right to speak
Yo treason is nothing new
And everything you’re seein’ is not
What you think it’s worth
Believe I’m gonna keep my feet on this
Rock till’ i’m in the dirt!
Me till’ I finish liking what I see
Don’t you see what I’m going through
We bleed for the right to speak
Yo treason is nothing new
And everything you’re seein’ is not
What you think it’s worth
Believe I’m gonna keep my feet on this
Rock till’ i’m in the dirt!