Twiztid - Black Clouds lyrics

I'm up to the ceiling with feelin
They caught him dealin with this
People concealin their real fears
Now they got me reelin and spinnin
A million circles of whirlwind
It's out of control and I can't believe
That I just won't let it go
I'm bout to explode or corrode from
This road that I've chosen
Who knows if it goes to the heart of
The soul of a friend or a foe
Is it light, Is it dark, Is it real
Is it faux?
You're a monster hiding in sight
Of a black cloud shrouded in self-loathing
Backstabbing the crowd
And you hate me for where I'm from
And I'm never goin back down
You're just goin through the emotions
Yellin shit to be loud
I'm too focused on the potion to
Be concerned with all that now
So please do us all a favor
And quit hovering over our's
We're all too focused on the potion to
Be concerned with all that now
So please do us all a favor and quit hovering
Turn up the madness
And make everything fall away
Fall a victim to sadness
And it's all goin crazy for me

Break these black clouds in half for me

I try to rebound, everything goes down
Feel like I'm diseased
How can they get the cold out?
I took my soul out and put it back in
And said If I'm not a loser
Then why do I never win?

Turn up the madness
And make everything fall away
Fall a victim to sadness
And it's all goin crazy for me

Break these black clouds in half for me