Twiztid - Fucmyself lyrics

Demons and ghosts from outta the dark
Is it just my mind cause
They keep rippin' me apart
I gotta deal with this
That I'm not everybody else
And they're all just better than
Me so fuck myself
Livin' to die, dyin' to live
Hatin' to give
Into the bullshit, I wish but it won't quit
Can't somebody stop this
I need some fuckin' help
Cause they're all just better than
Me so fuck myself

Everybody spit's in my face
Everybody spit's the same and it really
Hit's on the vein of me
This is the very meaning of hate
The very reason I been committed and
Labelled a technical basket case
Please, I just can't take it anymore
Attackin' me from every angle soon as
I walk in the door harder and harder
You just kept pushin' and pushin'
Till I was farther and farther away
From all of the bullshit
And now I'm the person you
Always wanted me to be
A loser just like my daddy
To the highest degree well it ain't for me
That I go out and go away
Before my life is just a
Repeat of that motherfucker's story
This shit is legendary
You can like it or not say what you say
The other way or handle it on the spot
And my feelings are irrelevant to
All the games and jokes
Sometimes I feel a little
Provoked to step down
Demons and ghosts from outta the dark
Is it just my mind cause
They keep rippin' me apart
I gotta deal with this
That I'm not everybody else
And they're all just better than
Me so fuck myself
Livin' to die, dyin' to live
Hatin' to give
Into the bullshit, I wish but it won't quit
Can't somebody stop this
I need some fuckin' help
Cause they're all just better than
Me so fuck myself

I don't respect you or expect you to
Die for me, even though I would die for you
Cause life tries to manipulate and dominate
Bringin' no one aroudn you
In emotional state
Man I know that I ain't shit
It ain't no fuckin' secret
I never had shit and I'll never be shit
But I'm cool with it
I ain't even trippin' a bit
I'm a fake, I'm a phoney
And the biggest false prophet
But you're lookin' in the mirror
And you're seeing yourself better than me
Better than you and everybody else
You're a high horse ridin'
Oh so judgemental
Complex motherfucker, and I'm so simple
But that's ok too, and other than hate you
I embrace you and change the
Mood you relate to
My feelings are irrelevant to all
The games and jokes
Sometimes I feel a little
Provoked to step down
Demons and ghosts from outta the dark
Is it just my mind cause
They keep rippin' me apart
I gotta deal with this
That I'm not everybody else
And they're all just better than
Me so fuck myself
Livin' to die, dyin' to live
Hatin' to give
Into the bullshit, I wish but it won't quit
Can't somebody stop this
I need some fuckin' help
Cause they're all just better than
Me so fuck myself

You're better than me
You're really better than me
You can't be better than me
I never wanna be, fuck me
I'm better than you
No I'm not better than you
I can't be better than you
Nor do I want to, fuck you

You're better than me
You're really better than me
You can't be better than me
I never wanna be i'm better than you
No I'm not better than you
I can't be better than you, nor do I want to

Demons and ghosts from outta the dark
Is it just my mind cause
They keep rippin' me apart
I gotta deal with this
That I'm not everybody else
And they're all just better than
Me so fuck myself
Livin' to die, dyin' to live
Hatin' to give
Into the bullshit, I wish but it won't quit
Can't somebody stop this
I need some fuckin' help
Cause they're all just better than
Me so fuck myself