Twiztid - ​if it matters what I think now lyrics

I'ma live forever i'ma live forever
I'ma live forever live forever
Your life's an indecision
Somehow you'll never choose
No matter what the game
You'll never win, you

I don't wanna be lonely, I wanna be alone
Too many things in my world are going on
Can't shut 'em off or turn the voices down
The crowded room when you want no one around
Overwhelms me and upsets me
Feeling weak 'cause you're not
There to protect me
You tell me that's everything fine
So I can realign with the reality
That we live in 'cause I get lost sometimes
You're a lifeline, ready to bring me back
When I'm not here and I
Don't know how to act
Fast forward and I fade to black


And I'm hoping I got another
Video life game stacked
So when I wake, I can get back on track and
Told me to go, will you let me back in?
I've been changing, rearranging
I'll always be the static
On your radio station
Now whether you dial me out
Dial me in, or dial me up
Every now and again I be there or fucked up
And you could pretend that I'm
Better than I ever been
But we would only be lying
To each other again
I'm bad news in those shoes
And these old soles
Love each other more than anyone else do
And so I ask you, before when I pass through
Does anyone out there feel that for you?

Does anyone out there feel that for you?
Ignition sequence started, five, four, three
Two

If it doesn't matter what I think now
If it doesn't matter how I feel now
Tell me where you'll be when
It all falls down
Tell me where you'll be when
It all falls down
If it doesn't matter what I think now
If it doesn't matter how I feel now
Tell me where you'll be when
It all falls down
Tell me where you'll be when
It all falls down
If it doesn't matter what I think now
If it doesn't matter how I feel now
Tell me where you'll be when
It all falls down
Tell me where you'll be when
It all falls down
If it doesn't matter what I think now
If it doesn't matter how I feel now
Tell me where you'll be when
It all falls down
Tell me where you'll be when
It all falls down

I can see right through you
Never nothing more than cellophane
So clear what your agenda was
To put us all in a shallow grave
But career suicide wasn't a game
I was ready to play
Now I'm living it every day
With every word that I say
It's a gamble that I'm willing to take
I put it all on the table like dinner plates
Spending summer to the winter just thinking
Gotta get away from the bitter people
They like literally just litter
Me with the hate, hoping that I'll break
Sinking to the bottom of the blackest lake
But you pull me out and I'll do the same
For you, I'm true for life, believe me
That won't change
And with the whole world waiting
On the word to rearrange
We just keep it in the family
Fuck it if you mad at me
We don't change, the game came to us
Like rain on the windowpane and
We won't break or bust
Like big old lames who can't touch me
Like a big old flame, just burning them up
Bitch, yeah

Burning 'em up, bitch, yeah
Burning 'em up, bitch, yeah
Ignition sequence started, five, four, three
Two

If it doesn't matter what I think now
If it doesn't matter how I feel now
Tell me where you'll be when
It all falls down
Tell me where you'll be when
It all falls down
If it doesn't matter what I think now
If it doesn't matter how I feel now
Tell me where you'll be when
It all falls down
Tell me where you'll be when
It all falls down
If it doesn't matter what I think now
If it doesn't matter how I feel now
Tell me where you'll be when
It all falls down
Tell me where you'll be when
It all falls down
If it doesn't matter what I think now
If it doesn't matter how I feel now
Tell me where you'll be when
It all falls down
Tell me where you'll be when
It all falls down