Twiztid, Anybody Killa - Listen lyrics

All this, all this
I can't remember your face
All this, all this
No one can take your place
All this, all this
I can't remember your face
All this pain and animosity

It's not everyday I get to
Sit around and chat
Sit down and think, maybe even talk about it
That shit just drives me crazy
Fuckin' me up i'm outta luck like a slut
With nobody to fuck
Somebody talk to me, hear me out
Lend me an ear before I lose it on society
And do it so violently
Fearer of fear, hand sweaty
Losin' my breath i'm sittin' with death
Somebody sittin' on my chest
Best remedy's revenge on people
Who wouldn't listen
Cheeks glisten cause I'm cryin'
My vision is so violent
Didn't worry cause I'm losin' it
Abusin' anybody
That's confusin' this with lyin' or
Me tryin' to get attention
Sention on my mind all I
Think about is dyin'
In spite of me livin' in hell
Breakin' me down
Outta touch with reality, fuck it I'm out
Everybody in this motherfucker
Hearin' me now

I don't wanna lose you but I lost you
I can't remember your face
Never gonna let go, never gonna back down
No one can take your place
Why did you leave, where did you go
I don't know, why did you just go away
And leave me here with all
This pain and animosity

I'm so lost without my loved ones
Can't seem to let go
Why do I keep breathin' does God
Want me to die slow
On the edge I stand lookin' at the passed on
Wondering how long I'm allowed to carry on
So many left that was just too close
At times I feel all alone
And I just can't cope
Why did they have to go
Why did they have to leave
If it's not family then it's
The homie from the streets
My mind says not to take this shit
But I gotta stay strong for
The sake of my kid
How close does the soul gotta
Get to make you wanna
Slit your wrists after they heart quit's
It's so hard when you lose
In life but even harder to recover
Especially when memories start to smother
You can't run so just take that pain
Cause I'm a always hold on
To your name rememberin'


It's everyday that the anger seems
To be killing me off
It's kinda nice to have a chance to talk
Or rather you listen to me
You always listen to me
No matter what state of mind I appear to
Be visited you were there for me
Even when I said that I was out of my mind
You were the one that told
Me give it some time and I would find that I
Could put the pieces back together again
You were the one that trusted
In me 'till the end
I can't pretend that I never
Had faith in you, i was only afraid
I knew what was going on but
Didn't know what to say i was so young
Feelin' like my soul was torn
Coming to grips with the fact you
Ain't comin' home no more
All this madness and all this pain
Made something break inside my brain
And all this hate and all this time
Made me realign my mind and I find that