Twiztid - Long Road Home lyrics

I've been told that home's
Where the heart is
Love don't live here no more regardless
I still feel this emptiness in me
Will there be something that can save me?
I've tried everything no salvation all they
Do is prescribe more medication i can't go
No no i can't go home
I can't go home i can't go home
I can't go home

Feeling unwanted, feeling sick to my stomach
Problems they keep on coming
Regardless of making money
Hoping someone above me could show them
How they should love me
Inside of me's a republic of madness
Then I'm just stuck in recovery
Looking to sadness
Rough and feeling so tragic that every bit of
My magic is taking seats in the back
It only comes up when I finally
Get my hands on a bag
It's like the whole world welcomes me back
It's like every problem I ever had
Is back from the track, into reality
I fall out when it casually
Comes falling right back
And then it's over
I'm either living to get high or I'm dying
Tryna be sober neither bringing me closer
Now I'm sitting in this room
Detoxing and I'm alone
And all I wanna do is go home
But if I ever get myself up
Out of this fucking hole
This is the only thing I
Wanted y'all to know, and it goes

Feelin' lost in a world that's so alone
There's no change in me so take me home
I've been on my own, I've
Been gone too long
I'm the memory that echoes on
And this song is yours but
I'll share it too
Because they always question everything we do
And I guess there's just no
Fixing wrong as your
Heart bleeds out to the beat of this song

Do you feel like the level you trying get is
Stuck somewhere between right here and
All this stupid bullshit?
You work so hard but it seem
Just like nothing matters though
This life can make you feel sick and
Fed up is there an antidote?
To feel better be confident to
Be okay with the things
I cannot change but that's positive
And I'm the opposite
In a bottomless pit I'm
Fallin' my feelings are
All around me so many sleepless nights
So many tears enough to drown me
Instead you learn to sleep grab a
Pillow and work sleep and be
Like a bird never fall when you
Can simply ride the wind
Wherever they may and possibly will
Beat me along my path
Will I return to you to see you
Smile and possibly hear you laugh
When I bet to further
More distance between me and home
As long as you know I'm out there that
You're never truly alone
And on my endless journey floating
Beyond the stars learning life
Is not eternal but home is wherever you are

Feeling lost in a world that's so alone
There's no change in me so take me home
I've been on my own, I've
Been gone too long
I'm the memory that echoes on
And this song is yours but
I'll share it too
Because they always question everything we do
And I guess there's just no
Fixing wrong as your
Heart bleeds out to the beat of this song

I've been told that home's
Where the heart is
Love don't live here no more regardless
I still feel this emptiness in me
Will there be something that can save me?