Twiztid - Note 2 Self lyrics

You know that you can't buy
Your way into heaven
All those things that you say
With no feelings are you pretending to be
When you try to be like them
Becoming less of you somehow
And all the while in need of so many friends

But it just doesn't seem right
It doesn't feel good inside
Some how you just wanna pause
Are people living to die
But it's just all an illusion and
It's as real as can be
I'm in a state of confusion
The change is still happening

How can I change my life when
All I have is pain
Inside of me for all to see
I'm gonna break my mind and
Try and smile again
Outside of me for all to see

The feelings that you feel keep
You from being yourself
You've become so wrapped up in
Your dirty world of
Power and wealth you think you
Can have it all if you want it bad enough
And that's probably true
That's why there's so much hatred
Bottled up alive in you

But it just doesn't seem right
It doesn't feel good inside
Some how you just wanna pause
Are people living to die
But it's just all an illusion and
It's as real as can be
I'm in a state of confusion
The change is still happening