$uicideboy$ - Life is but a Stream~ lyrics

One in the chamber for you
One in the chamber, one-one
One in the chamber one in the chamber
One-one

My life is a movie but I
Bought the tickets too late
Missing the show, refund me they won't
So now I make pay selling it as single frames
Telling myself that it's bank
But deep down I know it's just change
One day the seats will be empty
And one day the screen will be blank
Until that day, please don't tempt me
'Cause I'm gonna try and stay straight
Vacant apologies hollow the blame
My sorrow is comforting and I'm in pain
I'll follow what's numbing
But there I'll remain but there I'll remain
Call it what you want but don't
Call it what it ain't

One in the chamber for you
One in the chamber for you
One in the chamber for you
One in the chamber, in the
One in the chamber for you
One in the chamber for you
One in the chamber for you
One in the chamber, in the

Don't wanna talk about my drug use
Suffered through so much abuse
Lost my way back home
Left my family all alone
Did what I would never do
And can't forgive myself
What I put my father through, left
Him to burn in Hell, yeah
My brother hugged me with tears in his eyes
Pointed to his veins
Tryna indicate that the blood we
Share is both the same
Man, I swear I died that day
Amends that I try to make
Wrote this for the words I
Could not find to say